idk-bye

It’s okay
I understand
I knew it
From the beginning
You’d be my friend
At the beginning
But you’d find someone
Who is more
Interesting than I
More fun than I
More happier than I
And you will
Replace me with ease
It’s okay
I understand
I knew it
From the beginning
That I was destined
To be alone
—  Me

(Author’s note: it is eleven at night and I hadn’t even been planning on writing this but oh well here ya go)

Generally, when people found out that they were in a relationship, people directed their questions at Spock. ‘How do you put up with him?’ they would ask, and Spock would sass his way through an answer, because he was Spock, and that’s what he did.

They never really asked Jim how he put up with Spock, which was a pity, really, because his answer would be brilliant (no point being modest; he knew he was right). But, he had come to terms with the fact that people would always assume he was the tricky one in their relationship.

Spock, for all he claimed to be a calm, logical, in-control Vulcan, was…well, was not that. He pretended to be, of course. He kept his expression perfectly schooled at all times, never let the mask slip for even a second, because he was a Vulcan, and Vulcans Do Not Have Emotions.

For Captain Kirk, this wasn’t a problem. Spock’s perfect calm had helped the ship and its crew out of many a tricky situation, and he was grateful for that. For Jim, however, it drove him absolutely mad. Because when he said that Spock never let his mask slip, he really meant never. Not even when they were together, alone, in the privacy of their own quarters.

This is what made Spock the difficult one out of the two of them, because even though Jim was pretty good at reading his expressions, and even though he could usually get at least a vague glimpse of what he was thinking through the bond, there were still walls up that not even he could break through. It drove Jim mad, not being able to just know, but he was working on dealing with it.

He reckoned that Spock was trying to deal with it too, in his own way. Jim was gradually sensing more and more through the bond, and Spock was trying to be more open, if the quick contact between their fingers whenever they passed one another was anything to go by.

I think it would be cool to have a friend that could hangout anytime of the day and doesn’t mind, and would come over and they would let me come over without even asking and we would never run out of things to do, even if it’s just sitting down and not talking and being on our phones; like just having the presence of someone that you enjoy having in your life other than a family member and you can just always be there for each other without even really needing to ask

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repost this, then the post you’re the most proud of.

tag ten blogs you think should be proud of what they do, whether it’s art, writing, edits, great choices of what to reblog, brilliant tags, lovely responses to asks…. spread some positivity!

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I tag: jennlawrnce, steverogexs, fireheartes, fearwakes, b-allens, hungergasmes, bellamsky, perksofbeingafanboy, lydiamurtin, sebaistian. These are not the only ones who should be proud of their blogs, tho, so don’t be sad if I didn’t tag you, y’all great y’all fab keep doing you.