iamokay!

I’m gonna SMILE like nothing’s wrong, PRETEND like everything’s all right, ACT like its all perfect, even though inside it really HURTS…

Ieda Kimda.

Mornite semua…
As salam mua’laikum ;)
#quotes #justshare #iamfine #iamokay

Sadness

Sometimes I feel like something is wrong with me because it’s so hard for me to be happy.  I know it’s a conscious decision and I know that in my privileged life I have so many things to be happy about.  I have “friends” at school, but I really don’t feel the urge to see most of them outside of school.  My parents always tell me that happiness is a choice and that I need to pull myself out of unhappiness, but at this point in my life, I’m unable to do that.  Any happiness, smiles, laughs that I experience are so fleeting.  I know that I’m not the only one who feels this way, but it’s so frustrating.  I don’t want to be like this but this feeling of inadequacy and loneliness is so often overwhelming.