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Happy Birthday, Marilyn Monroe! (June 1st 1926 - ∞)

I think you’ve got to love people, all kinds of people, to be able to have an opinion about them that’s worth anything. The whole idea of judging people is crazy. We do what we have to do, and we pay for it. We’re no better than we have to be. We can try to be better, and part of trying is not to condemn other people.

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                         never give them the satisfaction


                             TAPASTIC//SUPPORT//PORTFOLIO

You and Calum had been dating for a while now, and recently he had started distancing himself - he didn’t hold your hand as often, he didn’t text you good morning and goodnight, he kept spending more and more time with the boys. Eventually you began to think that he was going to break up with you. One day you decided to confront him about it, stating that if he was done with the relationship that he should just stop dragging it out. Calum’s face would instantly soften, his eyes looking at the ground as he scuffed the toe of his shoe against the tiled floor. You waited for a response, cross armed and ready to go fix your broken heart. Finally, though, Calum glanced back up at you, taking a deep breath. “I think I’m in love with you. And it scares the shit out of me. There’s this feeling in my stomach that makes me so nervous but at the same time you make my heart beat faster and my head gets all fuzzy when I think about you. I love you and I just - I don’t know what to do about it.” Your shoulders relaxed as you listened to him, this tall, broad, tough boy with tattoos looked so scared and tiny in front of you, baring his soul. Walking forward you grabbed one of his hands, lacing your fingers through his. “I love you, too. But pushing me away isn’t necessarily going to keep me around,” you laughed, smiling sweetly at Calum. He smiled, too, rubbing at his forehead with his free hand. “Do you, uh, wanna hang out tonight?” he asked. “Maybe I can make up for the way I’ve been acting. And show you how much I love you.” You blushed at his words but nodded, your heart racing at the thought of Calum actually being in love with you. 

“In The Stacks” - Digital Oil Painting

I couldn’t resist, I am a massive fan of Rumbelle library smut.

This is NOT a Photoshop filter, every stroke is painted by me.

Been extremely depressed and not sure what to do with my life lately… I’ve been TRYING so damn hard to get my youtube channel growing and it just seems like my life is still falling apart… But I’m holding my ground, I keep telling myself I WILL do this, and I just keep fighting every day. I want nothing more than to inspire people and help them through their lives, because I know just how hard life can really get. Between being abused by someone who said they loved me, to becoming a single mother, and kidney failure, I know how it feels to feel completely beaten down and worn to the point of breaking. But I’ve survived this long and I’ll survive even longer. I want to brighten everyone’s day now and again with silly videos and let them know that things aren’t that bad, even when they seem like they’ve reached their worst. There’s always something or someone to be thankful for, and it kills me to know that I’ve felt so low before, and to know that SO many people out there feel the exact same way and need someone to help them see that life is beautiful. There is NOTHING in your life that makes you less of a person. Everyone is beautiful and EVERYONE deserves to know that, especially when they’re at their weakest. That’s the message I hope to spread…
Anyway, I decided to vent through art and wound up drawing therealjacksepticeye & markiplier. Hope you guys like it… :)
I planned on drawing the whole gang but… I just lost my gusto to do it.

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What is even going on ??