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what are you doing right now? its 3 am here and i hope you’re sleeping but if you’re not, are you wondering about the person you’ll one day marry? i’m here and i’m waiting. i’m sorry in advance i’ll keep you up some nights just thinking about how infinitely small we are, but maybe you’ll keep me up with complaining about the loopholes in popular movies. i hope you like philosophy and staring at the stars because i engage in both of those a lot.right now my bed is empty and my head is full of you. i hope, selfishly, you’re thinking of me too. i can’t wait to one day wake up next to you.

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ME!ME!ME! CHRONIC feat. daoko (Teddyloid Mega Remix)

there is a distrust in me when it comes to him. only because how could he, someone so perfect, love me, someone so flawed? i’m still in disbelief, and i may be for the rest of my life, even if he leaves. it could all just be luck, or a heaven sent angel blessing. i don’t know, and i am afraid to. as long as he continues to stay, i will continue to wonder.
—  i.c. // short poems, i.

so i put a bunch of youtubers into the hunger games simulator website

and right off the bat at the cornucopia-

connor is savage

damn, cat

it’s so realistic

nice, connor

bruh if she wants to die let her

alliance?

at least zoe has a heart

rip marzia and troye

what the shit, dan holy fuck

another alliance?

mamrie ruthless

goD DAMMIT, DAN. WHAT THE HELL, BRUH.

rip in peace

phil, baby ;-;

damn, pewds

DA M N MIMEI FUCKING RUTHLESS SHE GIVES NO SHITS

rip my gay babies

emma, shit

RIP I HARDLY KNEW YE

well that’s what happens

bye bye

EMMA PLEASE

great

MARY OH MY GOD

ingrid, wow

EVERYONE JUST DIES LEFT AND RIGHT. AND THEN YOU GOT BITCH ASSES MARY AND PHIL OVER HERE, WHAT THE HELL GUYS

rip emma i always hated you (not really)

MARY WH AT T H E FU CK HOW DA RE YOU ?!?!?

and the victor is:

for being a total bitch congrats

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I don’t have a choice. I don’t get to just go.

Okay people who say Rose is clingy in a derogatory manner make me want to rip my hair out.

You know what she was? Persistent, immensely courageous (I mean, how hard would it have been to get those three words out? To him, especially. How hard must it have been to risk everything to find a way back to him, when he had never said them and she wasn’t even sure he wanted her back? That’s one colossal step up from “omg should I text him idk if he likes me!?”), and constantly true to her word. She said she would never leave him and she came back over and over and over to prove her point.
Because that’s what you do for the people you love.

And you know what the Doctor was? Alone.

He was a man who’d lost everyone over and over and over, and suddenly there’s this girl who keeps on coming back to him no matter what, who risks her life to keep her promise to him.
Like did you see his face on one side of that wall after they were separated, when he thought he lost her forever? He’s heartbroken yes, but mostly he’s tired, resigned. You can practically hear him thinking, “Why was I stupid enough to think that this time it would really be forever? Every time I love someone I lose them, and here we go again. Why should I expect any different from the universe?”

AND THEN SHE COMES BACK
DAMN STRAIGHT ROSE TYLER

I don’t think he understood why she did it, but I think he loved her for it.

And I think that’s what finally made him realize that no matter what he had done, he was so inconceivably, impossibly, irrevocably loved.

So sure, call her clingy. Fine. Do it. Be my guest.
But for a man who never seems able to keep the people he loves, for a man who moves so fast that it makes it so hard to hold onto things, for a man who anything permanent and lasting rolls off of like water off a duck’s back and for a man who is literally a walking inadhesive, maybe clingy was exACTLY what he needed.