okay. listen to me. im finally able to word and express my feelings about this.
to all of you who feel like your life has ended, like you don’t know what to do anymore, where to go from here. who feel a weight on their chest and are trying not to cry, but do it anyway because the sadness is too much. i feel the exact same way. i know we’re probably never getting ot5 performing again, i know zayn won’t be in interviews, i also know we probably will have to go days without seeing him.
but guys. he’s happy. isn’t that all what we’ve always wanted; zayn to be happy. he was never here for the fame, he only went to audition so that someone could tell him he could sing. now he has made it big, he has made his name, people know him. they know a muslim poc with a great, irreplaceable voice exists. people know who zayn malik is. hes been so brave; taking all the ridicule for five fucking years, being strong and facing everything. he’s given us such a good time; made us smile every day, made us truly happy, given us hope, saved our lives. he made a lot of yalls days by appreciating your fan art or your ‘sick’ clothes. he’s provided for his entire family; he has taken care of his mum and his sisters, he has taken care of them like he always wished to do. he has done what he wanted to do and now if he wants a shot at a normal life, he has all the right to have it. because before everything and everyone else, comes his happiness and his feelings.
zayn’s always going to be in our hearts, none of us is ever going to forget him. maybe he does get signed by someone in the future, maybe he does join the band again, if he decides. but meanwhile, let’s all just take a deep breath, remember him in our prayers, show him our support and help each other through this because we are a fucking team.
you’re not alone. you, me, zayn, liam, louis, niall and harry. we are all fucking sad, but zayn’s happy. and that’s all that really fucking matters. i hope he always stays content and keep smiling and keep his boys close. and remember, zayn is probably smiling right now, talking to the boys, thankful for our support, feeling well rested and comfortable and satisfied with his family around him.