This ring means an awful lot to me. Not because it signifies some bullcrap nonsense that my boyfriend will love me forever blah, blah, blah. But because at 1am my boy came into my room, laid next to me and said “I wanted to get you something to thank you for sticking with me through deployment and being strong.” and then handed me a little blue box with a white bow. This ring means strength and love, it’s a reminder of all that we’ve been through and all that we’ll get through. I really, truly love this man.

Finally! done reading GePe aka Guilty Pleasure by Christian Simamora (I know.. I know it’s too late and I was like “why the hell am I not reading this book earlier?!”). Well, I love how the story flows naturally and it seems real and oh! I love Ren’s mean words and his sarcasms. Such a bitch, he is. :))
Anyway, novel ini sepatutnya dibaca oleh orang-orang dewasa mengingat isinya yang seksi. Btw, I love the sexy man on the cover.
Aaand here we come for my favorite paaart! Page 242-245 *grin* #ReadAGoodBook

week 2: - Pride and Prejudice - The Hobbit

As much as in excited for BOFA to come out, I wanna roll myself into a burrito blanket and just cry to sleep. I’m not ready to see my babies die. Noooooo

Especially both my favourite dwarves, Fili and Kili, I love them way too much. Man, isn’t this going to be one hell of a ride.
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My best friend, my soul mate, and the man that I love above all else came out to me our sophomore year of college. Before that I was your typical redneck homophobic piece of shit, but that night I thought, I love this beautiful man so much, how can I hate who he loves? And it changed my life forever. I was the first person he ever told, and that experience made us who we are. We have both had struggles, but I can contribute everything I am today to my best friend, and I love him so much. He saved me and I would do anything for the queer community, even realized that I was queer myself. Just believe in love, because it is stronger than all else.


It seems wherever I go, I have a way of connecting people together. It took some time, but now that I’ve found my groove, I definitely have brought together a big group at work. Gosh, I love my co workers, and man, I am getting a little too comfortable at work (I should watch my language.)  Something that I find myself naturally good at is being able to quickly building trust with others and allowing them to feel safe to open up to me, even the deeper parts of them. 

Recently, I’ve had two co workers share with me their discontent with work and how they feel like they’re not reaching their full potential. One of them is in her early 30s, and I’ve been trying to help her transform her life and do a 180. I told her that I want her to commit to doing a improv class with me, which I’m very excited about. She even shared with me a couple of her business ideas. I’ve been pushing her to dig deeper and to find what’s meaningful for herself because she feels like she lacks direction and passion even though she has an MBA and has been in the finance industry for the last 5 years. She’s paying $500 for this 3 1/2 day conference that’s supposed to change your life, which her close friends have been pushing her to try. I’m excited to see what she gets out of it, and I can’t wait to see all her growth and change within these next few months. 

The other co worker seems to have made more strides with her life. She is a fellow Haashoe (kidding). She even took a year off to design her fashion blog, which is still her baby. For her, she doesn’t feel like she really has a passion either, but she knows the one thing she does want is freedom. She has many many business ideas, and I’m excited to get to know her better. Interestingly, when we took a walk together today, she asked me what I wanted to do with my life, and the next thing she asked me was, “Do you want to teach?” She said that I gave off the energy and vibe of a teacher, and she always thought I would make a really great teacher. No one has ever told me that before, especially not from someone who barely knows me. It was definitely a pleasant surprise. 

I really enjoy helping others transform their lives and reach their full potential. There’s nothing more rewarding than to see someone grow and develop and know that you were a part of it. It’s a great feeling.

And I think the one thing that I’ve known since high school is this: I want to be a motivational speaker. 

I know I said I loved you but I’m thinking I was wrong. I’m the first to admit that I’m still pretty young. And I never meant to hurt you when I wrote you ten love songs. The guy that I could never get, who’s girlfriend was pretty fit, and everyone who knew her loved her so. And I made you leave her for me. And now I’m feeling pretty mean, but my mind has screwed me over more times than any man could ever know.
Maybe I should give up, give in. Give up trying to be thin, give up and turn into my mother. God knows I love her.
And I’m sorry to whichever man, should meet my sorry state, watch my steady lonesome gait, and beware. I will never love a man because love and pain go hand in hand and I can’t do it, again.
So we stayed up late one night to try and get our problems right but I couldn’t get into his head just what was going through my mind. Think he knew where I was going, he put Ryan Adams on, I think he thinks it makes me weak, it only ever makes me strong. I’ve got this friend and he sounds just like you. And he’s the man I’d leave you for, the man that I just adore, like you. The same man who turns to me, says I’ve got to tell you how I feel, if God could make a perfect girl for me it would be you. But my God told me not to tell her, and just how much do you love your fella?
I don’t know more everyday.
Not in this new romantic way.
And I’m sorry to whichever man should meet my sorry state, watch my steady lonesome gait and beware. I will never love a man because love and pain go hand in hand and I can’t do it, again. I will never love a man because l could never hurt a man, not in this new romantic way.
—  Laura Marling, New Romantic.
I love this man so much

Why won’t you pick me? Let me love you and give you head that I’ve never craved to give more in my life than right now damnit.

All’s I have to say is I love you, man.
We weren’t too stiched together but we were still fam…

thepathtostrength said:

Once you get this you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly, then send this to ten of your favorite followers (non-negotiable) (positivity is cool)

1. If I was going to be perfectly honest, about three of these would be dedicated to how much I love my metabolism. Holy shit, man, I can not be trusted around sweets.

2. I’m a really good essay writer and test taker, apparently. I’ve been that person who makes everyone else look bad because I got really high grades with next to no studying. #nobigdeal

3. I like to think I’m pretty accepting and open minded. 

4. Sometimes I can be funny and witty. Or just a smartass, either or.

5. I like the color of my eyes a lot. 

Iron Man and Captain America: Heroes United movie
  • Steve:What are you working on back there?
  • Tony:I'm not saying just in case Red Skull still has some control left of your brain.
  • Steve:You really think I'd turn on you?
  • Tony:Probably not but I like surprises, so I'm working on a backup plan just in case yours doesn't work.
  • Steve:Wow, strategy from Iron Man?
  • Tony:What can I say, you're rubbing off on me.
  • Me:heh
  • Tony:Maybe I'll earn a...
  • Me:Blow job?
  • Tony:...merit badge.
  • Me:Oh, I guess that works too.

chrisispersonal said:


  • Why I like them: Odo is such a sweetheart! Idk why, but I really love that “grumpy old man with a heart of gold” trope. Especially the times when he and Quark share a moment, those are some of the best on the show.
  • Why I don’t: Honestly, I feel for his plight, but the whole thing with the Founder was inexcusable. Her whole mission was to destroy the Federation, she literally viewed herself as a god, and he Linked with her.
  • Favorite episode (scene if movie): The one where he and Quark have to go up that mountain…I can’t remember the name at the moment.
  • Favorite season/movie: Probably 1 or 2, before his character got overdeveloped.
  • Favorite line: Commence station security log, stardate 47282.5 - At the request of Commander Sisko, I will hereafter be recording a daily log of law enforcement affairs. The reason for this exercise is beyond my comprehension, except perhaps that Humans have a compulsion to keep records and lists and files. So many in fact, that they have to invent new ways to store them microscopically. Otherwise their records would overrun all known civilization. My own very adequate memory not being good enough for Starfleet, I am pleased to put my voice to this official record of this day. Everything’s under control. End log.
  • Favorite outfit: That one time he was a cloud of glowing gas
  • OTP: Kira I guess? I don’t ship it aggressively though. I see him as more of an Aro-Ace, tbh.
  • Brotp: Quaaaaaaaaaaaaaark!!!
  • Head Canon: I think that (as I mentioned above) Odo is definitely asexual, and possibly grey- or aromantic. I think that, coming from a gelatinous Linking race, he wouldn’t really understand romance or sex the way humanoids do.
  • Unpopular opinion: He’s just not that great with Kira!
  • A wish: That he hadn’t had such a terrible childhood…or that he had been able to save & raise the baby changeling he found.
  • An oh-god-please-don’t-ever-happen: That thing where he joins the Founders and leaves DS9 forever, yeah, I’d prefer if that didn’t happen
  • 5 words to best describe them: Just, dedicated, reserved, sweetie, troubled
  • My nickname for them: Poor Odo