i can see that.

Okay.  Not one, but three tumblrs I follow have apparently been binge watching the same television show.  I’m not sure how long I can scroll through my feed seeing the same posts about the same show.  Meaning I know exactly how long (two minutes, which ended right now) in one sitting, but how long over the course of days?  I don’t binge watch anything, how long do these binges last?

Last time I binged it was on Jack Daniels.  Believe me when I say, those binges have a very definite end.

pon-raul asked:

Yeah you're right. Reading through it again I can see how I misread the situation. At first glance it seemed incredibly obsessive, had no clue she was being serious with that comment. With further explanation of your tags I get it, smart idea. Sorry bout that.

cool man. i appreciate that. 

[[fist bump]]

i harbor no ill will on anyone. 

searching.

I’m searching for something but I don’t know what.

I feel empty and incomplete.

I don’t feel like i’m accomplishing anything even though I’m doing a lot for myself.

tonight I stupidly looked for the answer for something when I don’t even know the question in you.

I knew you know me. part I don’t know if I was hoping that you would tell me what I need, or if I would find the answer in you.

I got in a fight with the madre tonight, she said I was harsh on people that I couldn’t call people cowards or failures. or whatever I don’t even remember what it was all about.

but I can. because that’s what I see myself as. I feel empty, I feel like a coward. I feel like a failure. and feel stupid and uneducated. I feel like I am trash compared to others. I feel all these dumb ways about myself and i’m so mad at myself for it when all of it is irrelevant.  

I’m searching for something. kota my heart is where it belongs with you.

it’s something within myself I need to find.

i’m missing something in my life.

you didn’t even do anything tonight this was dumb and my fault it’s stupid. so stupid and i’m sorry. I totally did disregard what you had to say. I was so angry with myself.

I don’t know what I need to be happy. but like you I have to find it within myself.

stupid and word vomit.

feel like a pussy ha.

honestly frustrated because I don’t know what to do. what direction do I head in

fuck me. i’m fucking dumb.

goodnight

 writing this was a waste of time and stupid. like everything else I feel.

I have like this small wishlist of people that I’d like to interact with Jack one day

  1. All the Lucys ever duh! That’s my OTP for this blog
  2. Quincey P Morris and Arthur Holmwood because bros.
  3. Guy of Gisbon because I want a Robin Hood verse (also twin verses)
  4. John Thornton because Jack does NOT like the fact hat Thornton got all pissed off for having his proposal blown off. Jack takes a woman’s decision seriously and he was just not happy. (also twin verses)
  5. Dr. Oliver Thredson. Think about Jack being his doctor.
  6. Harley Quinn, or more importantly Harley before she got with Joker because I can just see Jack and her working together and him thinking that she’s too playful to take things seriously, BUT he still respects her. Even after she joins the Joker’s gang.
  7. Vanessa Ives from Penny Dreadful.

anonymous asked:

I guess you fell asleep. I hope everything's alright. Can't wait to see you posting tomorrow. I'm the chicken btw

Bruh chances are I don’t have anything against you I don’t hold grudges

tryna teach my stepdad how to pronounce Beyonce's name
  • me:Okay, look, it's really not that hard
  • stepdad:What? Bay-ons.
  • me:OMG no it's Beyonce.
  • stepdad:Be...huh?
  • me:Okay, repeat after me: B. As in honey bee.
  • stepdad:B.
  • me:On. Like "I'm on TV."
  • stepdad:On.
  • me:Say. Like "Say my name"
  • stepdad:Say.
  • me:Good! Now say it all together! B-on-say!
  • stepdad:B-on ....... see.
  • me:I can't be seen in public with you.

It’s just really strange to me, I really like my coworkers son. I picked him up drunk one night and the 30 minute drive back to his house, we actually had a great conversation. He’s so sweet and low key, I really like that he isn’t into drama. I can’t wait to see him again.

I haven’t felt this way about someone in a really long time, and I don’t know how to deal with it. I’m so excited for something new. You make me feel incredibly happy but it’s so hard to trust someone new after everything I’ve been through. I can’t wait to see how this unfolds. Keep your promise and don’t hurt me, please

anonymous asked:

Hi~ Do you know what all the drunk Jensen post are about? I must have missed something.

Umm nope, but whatever they are i wouldn’t worry anon! Jensen is a big boy and he can get totally smashed if he chooses (i should like to see this for reasons) but i know he is a grown up and makes wise choices and i have faith in him.

I’m tired.

Mean tired. Really tired, so So tired.

and I feel like I’ve been tired Forever

and I can’t imagine Not being tired. Can’t see feeling normal, what that’s like

and that… well, just makes me more tired

anonymous asked:

I wonder if Ren's gonna watch American Horror Story: Hotel this fall. Lady Gaga's playing the main character, so he's probably gonna TRY to watch, at least.... But the poor baby might just piss his pants at the opening credits.

I think Ren actually likes scary stuff. He has a Chucky doll for crying out loud! Yeah but i can see him watching AHS for Lady Gaga’s appearance and may even like the show after watching  :)

anonymous asked:

Hello! What would it be like to do a boyfriend tag video for your YouTube channel with Suga, Jungkook, Jimin and V? Thank you!

Suga - Suga might be a little apprehensive upon doing it at first, but with enough persuasion he would end up giving it. He would be a little quiet in the beginning, but as he got used to things he would definitely lighten up, get louder, and get a lot more smiley.

Jungkook - Jungkook would be like Suga, but I can see him staying a little more shy throughout it? Like he wouldn’t be all loud and rowdy, but he wouldn’t be as quiet as a church mouse. He would be smiling a lot too oh my goodness.

Jimin - Jimin would be all for it. During the video he’d be making cute faces at both you and the camera, slinging his arm over your shoulder and overall just acting like his normal self (if not a bit more cheesy).

V - Taehyung would be a mix of Jimin and Suga. He would be shy at first but as things got rolling he would get more and more out there and would definitely be a little touchy. Not too touchy- arm over the shoulder, fixing your hair, smiling at you, etc.

- Darby

I choke on my words.

I speak too much, but never what I want to say.

I tell you what I mean, but never how I feel.

I want to say something, but I only know how to write it down.

So I say the wrong things, or stay silent when I should say something.

My gestures are useless, my words are useless.

I can’t reach out to you like I want to, and I feel so useless.

I hope you can see past to my sincerity.

anonymous asked:

first ten even numbers

Oooh okay.

2. Sure, they can be
4. No
6. Yes?
8. Iwan Rheon and/or Kit Harington. Literally them.
10. Nope.
12. It depends on how serious the betrayal was, how long before they apologized, and how serious I believe their apology is. I like to give the benefit of the doubt.
14. Yeah, actually
16. I have one on my shoulder, you can see it in my icon.
(There was no 18)
20. Every so often I skip a day, but usually yes.
22. I hope so, I like the thought of that (ba dum tiss)

anonymous asked:

Not a confession/sorta response: I'm confused by the confession saying Neal was dressed like a tramp? Is there like another meaning becuase I thought tramp was a word kinda the same as slut?

I had to look it up, and I found this definition:

“a person who travels on foot from place to place, especially a vagabond living on occasional jobs or gifts of money or food.”

I’m pretty sure this definition is what OP was referring to. I guess in some ways it could make sense even as a comparison to Tramp from Lady and the Tramp. For a long time, Neal was a “wherever I lay my head is home” kind of person, and his clothing in the flashbacks with Emma really showed that he wasn’t very well-off. I’m not sure about some of his outfits later on, but I can kind of see what OP is getting at with Neal in the flashbacks.