Sebastian slowly trampled through the debris covering the ballroom floor, the glass from shattered champagne glasses and windows crunching under his boots. Torn drapes hung from the broken windows along with tables flipped over, covered in bullet holes, used as shields only hours ago. I didn’t think you’d be here. He spoke finally, registering the others presence and continuing to survey the remains of last night’s carnage around him.

Leaving California is bittersweet.

On one hand, I’m excited to start a new chapter in my life but on the other hand, I’m scared to leave my comfort zone. I’ve always lived in Cali, just different parts of it but moving to Colorado is a weird combination of mixed feelings. I’m going to miss my family and my friends. Even though I’m not gonna miss living in the High Desert, because fuck this place, but I will miss the time spent here. I’ll miss my childhood and my mallrat days. I’ll miss my childhood friends and my old neighbors. I’m really gonna miss this place and everyone in it that impacted my life in some way. I thank all my friends for always being there for me through thick and thin. This isn’t goodbye but see you later. I promise I’ll come back to visit as much as I can and you guys better come visit me! I love all of you. See you guys soon c: