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Surprise ~ Part 10 (Jack J Imagine)

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So. Here we are. Part 10. There weren’t even supposed to be this many parts lol. But ideas kept coming and coming and here it is!

This part is so crazy, you won’t believe what happens.

I’m so excited!

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A little over a month later, the doctor gave you word your ribs were completely healed. You’d done all the at-home treatment exercises he’d showed you, and the pain you felt when moving or breathing was gone. You didn’t like the fact that you’d spent your birthday doing the exercises, but now, you were glad you didn’t skip a day.

Not only were your ribs healed, but the bruises that covered your body had all faded. The stitches on your eye had been removed, leaving a slight scar. You hated it, but Jack insisted that it was cool. “My little warrior,” he’d say.

“So how much longer will my cast be on?” You asked the doctor.

“About five minutes,” he walked over to a cabinet by the door and pulled out a cast saw.

“Wait, seriously?!” You said, getting excited. Jack put his arm around you and kissed your temple.

The doctor set the saw on the small table in the middle of the room. He moved a chair up to the table and gestured for you to sit down. You rushed out from under Jack’s arm and quickly sat down.

Jack cringed at the sound of the saw turning on. While you were excited the damn thing was finally coming off, you were also really worried about a rapidly-spinning blade being so close to your face. Without even asking if you needed it, Jack grabbed your right hand and squeezed.

You smiled at him. You looked at your hand just as the doctor made the first cut, and quickly looked away. You knew if you watched, it would be your luck you’d sneeze, then you’d have a hole in your wrist.

Jack smiled at you, then kissed your forehead. “Don’t worry, love,” he said.

“Not worried. There’s just a saw an inch and a half away from my skin,” You looked everywhere but at your arm. “No big deal.”

He laughed and kissed your lips. “He knows what he’s doing, y/n. It’s okay.”

You took a deep breath and nodded. Hearing Jack say your name calmed you.

Just as the doctor finished cutting one side of your cast, your phone bushed in your pocket. He flipped your hand around, and you unlocked your phone. There were two new messages: one from Molly, the other from your dad. You opened Molly’s message first.

Hey, just wanted to see if you were okay. Me and Jack are about to go for a walk, so if we’re gone when you get back, don’t worry! It’s been about 30 minutes, so I wanted to check on you :)

Everything’s fine :) Have fun on your walk! you replied.

Next was the text from your dad. You weren’t sure why, but you were almost scared to see what it said.

I meant to tell you this a while ago, but I forgot. :0 I enrolled you in online schooling for your senior year. I hope you don’t mind, pumpkin! The classes start tomorrow at noon.

Another text from him came in giving you the website and login information. Those were the first texts you’d received from him since the two he’d sent roughly two months ago. You hoped that meant he didn’t know about your injuries.

You hesitantly replied to him. Thanks, dad! I’ve actually been meaning to ask you to do that, but a lot has been happening over here, and I completely forgot.

What do you mean a lot has been happening? Is everything ok?

Shit. You thought you blew your cover. Yeah, everything’s fine! I just meant I’ve actually been going out and doing stuff every day, that’s all. :) There’s a lot less sitting around the house bored out here!

It took him a couple minutes to reply, and when he did, your cast was completely off. Well I’m glad you’re having fun… Miss you! Love you!

You took a moment to move your hand around a little bit before texting him back. I love you too! <3

The doctor did few little finger stretches with you, and told you of certain movements and activities to avoid doing until further notice. He congratulated you on your health and dismissed you.

When you and Jack walked out the front doors of the hospital, you spun around like you were dancing in the rain. But this was California. There was no rain.

“Officially free!” You cheered.

Jack giggled at you. “You’re so cute.”

You stopped spinning and smiled at him, blushing. The next thing you knew, he was hugging his forearms under your butt and lifting you up. You laughed and put your hands on his shoulders for balance.

Jack slowly lowered you back to your feet, keeping you close to him. You wrapped your arms around his neck as he planted a long, passionate kiss on your lips.

He left his arm around your waist as he walked you to the car. He opened the passenger door for you, then got into the driver’s seat. {[A/N: I know Jack J doesn’t drive (for whatever reason), but for the sake of the story, he does :P]}

Jack pulled the car into the driveway and parked. He opened your door for you again, and you held hands as you walked up the stairs to the front door.

As he unlocked the door and opened it, he said “So, what should we do to celebrate your new-found freedom?”

As soon as the door closed behind him, you dropped your purse on the floor and started kissing him. He dropped his keys and put his hands on your hips. You jumped up and wrapped your legs around him, never breaking the kiss.

He pulled away and smirked at you. “Someone’s eager.”

“I have been waiting for this for six long-ass weeks.”

He smiled and went back to kissing you. Still carrying you, he walked to your shared bedroom. He lied you down on the bed and crawled on top of you. You only ever stopped kissing to remove articles of clothing one by one.

When your shirt came off, Jack sat up and stared at you for a moment.

“What?” you asked, trying to pull him back down to you.

“You are so perfect, y/n.” He smiled and went back to kissing you.

[Insert smutty details here ;P]

“Honey, I’m home!” Molly called.

You and Jack rushed to put your clothes back on.

“Where are you guys?” Jack G called after Molly.

“Probably doing the nasty,” you heard her say.

You and Jack froze and looked at each other. So much for that.

“We’ll be right out,” Jack said.

“Aah, I was right, wasn’t I?” Molly teased.

“Shut up, Molly!” you shouted.

You heard her laugh then plop down on the couch. You fastened your shorts and headed out to the living room. Jack followed close behind.

“There the love-birds are!” Molly looked at Gilinsky standing behind the couch, then back at you. “Aren’t they the cutest?”

You picked up a couch pillow and lightly hit her over the head with it. She picked up the other pillow and hit you back. You straddled her and fake-smothered her with your pillow.

“Hey, your cast is gone!” Gilinsky pointed out.

You got off of Molly, allowing her to laugh and throw her pillow at you. You caught it and lifted up you left hand, moving your fingers around. “Yup! ‘Bout damn time, too! That thing was itchy.”

“Good for you, bud,” Molly said, fixing her hair.

You squinted at her. “It’s always so hard to tell whether you’re being sarcastic or not.”

She put her hand on her chest and gasped. “I am hurt that you would think I don’t care about my best friend’s well-being.”

You laughed and sat down next to her. “So, what do you guys want to do today?”

“Actually, our little break we’ve been on is over today, so,” Jack looked at Gilinsky, then at Molly, then at you, “we have to head to the studio.”

“Ah, shit, I forgot about that,” Gilinsky groaned. He leaned over the couch, kissed Molly’s forehead, and followed Johnson toward the door.

“Wait, what are we supposed to do all day?” You gestured to Molly.

“Uuuh explore?” Johnson shrugged and kissed your cheek.

“Yeah, you guys have Maps on your phones, right?” Gilinsky said, opening the front door. “Use it to go discover the wonders of L.A.!”

“Love you guys!’ Johnson called, skipping down the stairs.

“We won’t be too long,” Gilinsky winked as he closed the door behind him.

You looked at Molly. “I mean…” You sighed, not really wanting to move. “It wouldn’t hurt to get to know the area.”

She slouched deeper into the couch. “But it’s hot out there,” she whined.

You just sat there and looked at each other, knowing you were both to tired and lazy to get up.

Molly looked at the TV then back at you. “I think Cake Boss is on.”

“Okay!” You jumped up and grabbed the remote.

{[Flash forward roughly three uneventful weeks]}

“Aw, come on, pleeeaaase?” You flashed Jack J your best puppy-dog eyes and stuck out your bottom lip. “You won’t even know we’re there!” You pouted, trying to convince him to let you and Molly come to the studio with him and Jack G.

“Nope!” he said, avoiding eye contact. “We’re working on a special surprise for you guys.”

“Besides, I need you here,” Molly quickly interjected.

“Why?” you asked.

Molly looked at Gilinsky as he walked out the door, and lowered her voice. “I need to talk to you, okay?”

You heard the sincerity in her voice and suddenly changed your mind about wanting to leave. You turned to Jack. “Never mind. I’ll stay here.”

He put a suspecting look on his face. “You sure? You were pretty determined two seconds ago.”

“She’s sure,” Molly quickly said.

Jack shrugged and kissed you. “Love you.”

“Love you, too,” you blushed.

As soon as the door closed. Molly jerked your arm and dragged you to the couch. She sat you down, then started pacing in front of you.

“What’s wrong with you, Mol?”

“I’m like a week late.”

“Late? You mean…” You went from being worried to wanting to freak out. “Are you serious?!”

“Would I fucking lie about this, y/n?” She stopped pacing just long enough to raise her voice at you, then continued.

You weren’t upset about her shouting at you, as you understood she was probably losing her mind right now. “Well, when was the last time you and Gilinsky-”

She cut you off. “Like three weeks ago. I don’t understand! We used protection, we always do!”

“Oh shit,” you ran your hands though your hair. “Oh shit, Molly!” You stood up, causing her to stop pacing. “Oh shit oh shit oh shit!”

“Shouldn’t I be the one freaking out and cussing right now?”

“No, I’m late too!” You felt your whole body start to shake. “I haven’t payed attention because of physical therapy and school.” Your knees weakened and you sat down so you wouldn’t fall.

“What are we gonna do?” Tears started to well up in Molly’s eyes.

You took a deep breath. “Okay, we can’t be a hundred percent sure until we take a test.”

Molly wiped her eyes. “You’re right. People skip all the time, right?”

“Yeah…” You thought about it for a second and made your voice more positive. “Yeah. There’s no way we can be absolutely sure until we actually take tests.” You stood up and picked up Jack J’s keys off the coffee table. You grabbed Molly’s hand and led her outside, locking the front door behind her.

It was four long hours before the Jacks returned. They came in laughing and cutting up, but their enthusiasm was shot down when they saw you and Molly sitting on the couch, staring at the coffee table.

“Guys?” Johnson hesitantly stepped closer to you. “What’s wrong?” A tear escaped your eye when you heard his voice. He rushed to your side and put his arm around you. “Talk to me, love.”

Hearing him call you love almost tipped you over the edge, but you kept control. You looked at Molly.

“I can’t do this,” she whispered.

You took her hand and squeezed it. You tried to comfort her, but you were just as scared as she was. You couldn’t even bring yourself to look at Jack.

“What’s going on, Molly?” Gilinsky asked, sitting down next to her.

Molly sniffled. “Please don’t leave me.” She leaned into his chest and lost all control. She cried into his chest as he hugged her tight.

“What? Why would I do that?” Gilinsky looked up at you. “Y/n, what’s going on?”

You slowly lifted your head up, looking straight ahead. You saw Jack J’s reflection in the TV and almost lost it. You took a deep breath. You turned to Jack and looked him right in the eyes. Another tear rolled down your cheek.

Jack lifted his hand up and wiped it away. “What’s wrong, y/n?” He left his hand on your cheek.

You took another deep breath as more tears flowed down your face. “Molly and I are pregnant.”

5/9/2015

It’s crazy really.

You blink and life passes you by. I feel like I’ve spent the majority of my life trying so hard to get to the next place, achievement, chapter, whatever.

That is no way to live. 

Here I am, 20 years old. 7 months from graduating college. And everything I thought my life would be when I was 8, 16, or even last year hasn’t happened. 

We can spend our whole lives planning and preparing for it to be a certain way. Nine times out of ten, it’s not gonna turn out that way. 

That is a scary and overwhelming thought.


Right here, in this moment, I’ve never felt more alone.

Never felt more scared or unsure about my life and who I am. 

In a sense, I feel numb.

But in this moment of brokenness, I feel whole.

I’ve never felt more at peace and in a time of complete uncertainty, I’ve never been more sure that this is exactly where I’m supposed to be. 

anonymous asked:

7 8 9 10 13

7: things i like and things i dont like about the way i look 

i dont like answering this question bc i feel like i complain about the little things too much so yeah i think everything is awesome all together as a whole okay yes 

8: my last night out, in detail. 

like… the last night i spent out doing something? i dont leave my house a lot so the last time i actually went out and partied or anything was a month and a half ago bc friends came to visit and we got drunk then wandered the las vegas strip. it was a fun time

9: something that makes me sad when i think about it

i used to have this cat named link, he was a mommas boy hardcore, he would cuddle with me and sit on my shoulder, he would go on car rides with me all the time, he was a little stoner cat too. i absolutely adored him. well back in december i had to give him up for a little bit and so my moms friend was babysitting him while i moved. when i finally move into my new house my moms friend asks if she can keep link cuz her cat was depressed but now her cat is happy cuz link is his new companion so i said she could keep him and i miss link like a lot like wow i cry a lot and link was always there to give me love when i was sad now hes not here and i just cry by myself instead awh.

10: something ive lied about

when i was 14 i told everyone i had lost my virginity so i would seem cool. when in reality i didnt lose my virginity until i was 16.

13:  one person from tumblr id throw off a cliff, one id marry, and one id fuck 

i wouldnt throw anyone off a cliff cuz i would probably cry and jump after them

believeinno0ne for the last two bc cutie boyfriend