i really cant wait to see you in person!

So, I’m calmer then last night.

I’m still fucking upset with the sex scene. (I’m also really scared to go on the blacklist tag, I dont want to see gif of that….) 

Even if I dont know where my ship is going. I cant wait to see how it will turn out for Ressler. 

I feel like Ressler will finally play a big part of season 3 and I cant wait for that!!!

OH, and FYI, if I see ONE person hate on him in his tag for being the perfect boy scout/Captain America that he is, I’m going to block you. 

anonymous asked:

This guy really likes me, and im somewhat catching feelings aswell. The thing is, every single time we meet up he always starts kissing me and touching me, even tho i told him i wanna wait a couple months. I really do see a future with this guy, but idk if hes the one since he cant even respect my own personal space! Please help me! What should i do?

If he cannot respect you and your boundaries he does not deserve you, simple as that 

When people ask about how women are sexualized against their will by society i tell them about nuns.
Nuns are women who enthusiastically give up sex and romantic relationships for religious purposes, 100% of their own free will. So you would think that people would respect that right?
And yet here i see so many costumes and adult videos/photos centered around nuns. I mean people are literally saying ‘i know you dont want to have sex, but since i cant find you sexually attractive due to this im going to turn you into a sexy costume and porn for my personal enjoyment so i can secretly think your either gay or really waiting to jump my bones’ now isnt that just a little messed up.

dont be fooled liking someone and being liked back isnt actually all that great you just take turns getting really anxious about why the other person hasnt responded yet 

or you want to hang out with them really badly until you remember that theyre a huge fucking dork that drives you crazy and no, frick, i regret this decision but i cant win against you ugh

hi. i need to write this.

you, youre the one ive always wanted, well my dream girl. the number one thing i want to do is call you mine, my love, my girl, my bestfriend, well..my everything.

your eyes, your smile, your hair, your personality, everything about you is soo beautiful and soo perfect. please dont think different.

seeing you upset, upsets me. my chest starts to hurt knowing you arent okay. so keep shining with that beautiful smile of yours.

…..

i seriously cant wait until we meet.
goals:
- cuddle and watch movies with you.
- lay on the beach at night.
- fangirl over 5H

actually, i dont really care, i just wanna be with you.


what im trying to say is..

i want you and only you.

12:47AM.

I’m so freaking excited to go home Friday. I can’t believe this is actually happening and I’m really hoping it works out cause I’m too excited already. Thank you Devora :) Wish I could be home this weekend for Mother’s Day, but I’m very grateful for everything she has done for me. She has gone through so much and I can only hope to be half as great as the person she is. I love you so much Mom. Thank you for always believing in me and being the best role model I could ever ask for <3

Just cause I dont have kids

Jebus why am I the one who always stays late.

I told my job I have dog and staying late like 6 pm which was 4 hours past my get off time. Didnt even need 2 techs. I fucking serious. I ran the same line on monday by myself with no help or manger. So. What the fuck.

Just xause I dobt have kids. I very social dog I dont like leaving alone for extended hours. This is bullshit. What was the point really.

Bad enough I to do 2 job and only be one person. Your our so called manager and you don’t do shit. Don’t even learn what the techs do. This is bs.

I am not staying late again. I had to cancel my appointment to see an apartment.

Eh. I am sick of this. I cant wait to quit.

The more spoilers I see today, the less I want to see/read the gaiden. I’m not reading it today. Despite the all the events (drama) I’ve seen, tumblr provided me with enough mangacaps to get a gist of what’s going on.

I’m not going to read it. I can bear to wait for next week, but I can’t bear this much emotional crap for now. Seeing those panels of Sarada smiling, Naruto remembering Team 7 (which are good things) and Sasuke pointing his word at his daughter (I’m not sure how I feel about this yet) is too of an emotional load for me too add to my already unstable emotional state. And The vagueness does nothing to ease my pain.

See you guys next week (hopefully).

Sorry if I’m making someone feel uneasy or down with this but I need to get this out. I’m not trying to get/drag someone down (emotionally, I mean). So don’t let this get to you. If you really did enjoy the manga, I’m happy for you guys.You’re actually easing some of the pain away with your positivity. Thank you. :)

forbidden-pain asked:

1-92 lol

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?No 2. You talked to an ex today, correct?Yes 3. Have you taken someones virginity?Yes 4. Is trust a big issue for you?Yes, and it always will be 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?yes and i will be with her again on Friday and i honestly cant wait 6. What are you excited for? Friday 7. What happened tonight? I went to see my god daughter and now im home taking care of my niece and soon ill be on Skype and then maybe ill be working on school work. 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?not really maybe a little trashy but i do it so i don’t care its not my life. 9. Is confidence cute? I personal i think its sexy 10. What is the last beverage you had? Pepsi 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? One person and i think that would be my step dad. 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? yes i think i own three 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? im not sure yet 14. What are you going to spend money on next? hair produces 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Noelle not yet but i hope to get there soon. 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? yes i change every day it happens. so in three months ill be different. 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?my person. 18. The last time you felt broken?idk i happens often 19. Have you had sex today? nope 20. Are you starting to realize anything?yes 21. Are you in a good mood? yes i am . 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? fck no. 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? yeah i belive  24. What do you want right this second?i want to be in bed with my bed 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?not shit 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?black 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?no 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? my baby 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? yes i do 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? yes i believe that almost very deserves a second chance 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? i don’t 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yes she does 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? hell no 34. Listening to? myboo talk to me on skype 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? yes all the time 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? yes sitting in front of the computer 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? kinda 38. Who did you last call? depends on what kinda of call you mean 39. Who was the last person you danced with?  i don’t recall 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? because i wanted to 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? damn i cant even remember 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? yes i hugged my mom and made her hug me for a long time and it was the best hug ever 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?yeah and i don’t care cause that shit doesn’t faze me 44. Do you tan in the nude? no i dnt tan at all its not my thing 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? nope 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? yes i sure did and im going to do it again tonight 47. Who was the last person to call you? i don’t remember 48. Do you sing in the shower? no i shower and get out 49. Do you dance in the car? sometimes but i gotta be feeling the song 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? yes i was in camp and i was little 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? probably when i was little 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? no but i think they are stupid 53. Is Christmas stressful? yes its the worst holiday for me cause my grandma passed away around that time 54. Ever eat a pierogi?no 55. Favorite type of fruit pie?appie 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? princess 57. Do you believe in ghosts? nope 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?all the time 59. Take a vitamin daily? nope 60. Wear slippers?nope 61. Wear a bath robe?nope 62. What do you wear to bed?gym shorts and boxers 63. First concert? never been 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?walmart 65. Nike or Adidas?nike 66. Cheetos Or Fritos?frosted flakes 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?peanut 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? 1989 69. Ever take dance lessons? nope 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? yes there is we hve our whole lifes planed out 71. Can you curl your tongue?yes 72. Ever won a spelling bee?nope 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?yes 74. What is your favorite book?none 75. Do you study better with or without music?with 76. Regularly burn incense?nope 77. Ever been in love?yes 78. Who would you like to see in concert?no one 79. What was the last concert you saw? i don’t believe i have ever been to  concert 80. Hot tea or cold tea?cold 81. Tea or coffee?tea 82. Favorite type of cookie? peanut butter 83. Can you swim well? nope 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?nope 85. Are you patient? nope never ever have been 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? dj 87. Ever won a contest? yes maybe when i was little 88. Ever have plastic surgery?no and i don’t ever want any 89. Which are better black or green olives? neither 90. Opinions on sex before marriage?everyone can get marryed 91. Best room for a fireplace? every room 92. Do you want to get married? idk how i feel about it

adataraxia asked:

1-13

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? nope

2. Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? not really

3. Have you taken someones virginity? nope

4. Is trust a big issue for you? yeah

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? i havent really hung out recently

6. What are you excited for? going to see my mom’s coworker’s basement-turned-recording studio and his guitar collection i cant wait ahhhhh

7. What happened tonight? i had an online meeting for a thing and a lot of math happened

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? is this question insinuating that guys arent disgusting when they get really wasted? why does this question have to specifically say “girls”?

9. Is confidence cute? as long as its not arrogance

10. What is the last beverage you had? water

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? one or two but i dont really fully trust that many people

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? no 

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? drive back from jersey