It is hard for me to describe how beautiful she is in her sleep.. She has fallen asleep again and she looks so at peace it is impossible for me to use words to describe the perfection that she is in this peaceful and innocent state. I am playing relaxing classical music for her this time, seeing if that can help her have some good dreams maybe, I heard it works for infants and even babies in the womb. Earlier I sang love story by Taylor swift and photograph by ed sheeran to her as she slept, good thing she was sleeping because I’m pretty awful. She seems to be enjoying this piano/violin music because her eyebrows just relaxed a little more. Some may consider this creepy that I am watching her sleep but I am also making sure I am there when she wakes up. Watching her sleep is the most soothing thing to me, it brings me peace and calm. This is something I will never stop doing, looking over her as she sleeps, talking to her and playing music or singing for her as she sleeps. Guys and girls if you’ve not done this with your significant other, try it. It is the most hauntingly beautiful sight to me, it is the state where we are most vulnerable and to allow someone to watch over us is giving them a tremendous amount of trust. I am honored to have earned her trust and I will always love these moments and cherish them because it’s moments like these that remind me why I’m so madly in love with her. She has given her soul to me and I’ve done the same for her, it is the best thing in life. This is turning into rambling, but what can I say.. I love this girl with every fibre of my being and I could spend whole days writing about her. In fact there are days where it is all I do, write and write. She has inspired me to become the man I was meant to be, she’s helped me understand what kind of man I am. She has made me see the good in me when I thought there was nothing left to me.
Sweetheart, when you read this.. I love you, thank you for making me the luckiest man alive.