Lots of things it’s an awful thing sometimes because I KNOW that I’m overreacting and I’m just ridiculous with my thinking sometimes lmao. But for the most part I know it’s just a little jealousy when I hear some people talk a lot about other people (don’t get me wrong I love talking about other people in general conversation but like if it keeps happening and talking about the same one or few people then yeah it happens) or if I want to hang with someone but they’re with someone else that sparks it if they talk a lot about the person or like even silly little things like talking about how pretty some random girl is or if I feel like someone else could replace me or just stuff like that.
Honestly I get jealous A LOT (possessive? I’m not really sure how possessive I am of people considering I know that you can’t really OWN a person y’know? But I guess that happens to, it comes with jealousy, like a little bit but not too much. Yeah I know you didn’t ask about me bein possessive but that was just a thought that popped up) but I’m fully aware that it’s over things that make no sense to get jealous over, and that I really shouldn’t be jealous.
I think I’ve always been like this (with friends and crushes and stuff), never acted on it though, and it’s usually 100% more intense (is intense the right word to use? idk) if it’s a crush. Like in primary school I had this massive crush on this guy for four years and with that came my jealousy and ooh my god it was so bad when he would talk about other girls. And also god no I would never ever act on the jealousy in a way that would be spiteful or anything, never, never ever. Although I will get sulky for like half a minute and look around and try to talk about other things lol
Thanks for the question!
(like psychically it’s a bad feeling too because I get all hot and my cheeks get really warm and I clench my teeth and my heart races and I don’t even know why it gets like that lol but yeah)