i am hated

life-is-a-melody asked:

Cas totally picked up on some longing coming from that confessional. Just. Hold me.

Oh shit. I’ve gotta put down the bisexual pride flag and brush the confetti out of my hair and this is your fault.

I’ve been so busy having a bi!Dean parade that I barely went Destiel with this new development at all. I’ve always said that if I had to choose between “Destiel, but Dean’s straight with an exception” and “Dean is canonically, textually, from his own damn mouth an admitted bisexual, but no Destiel” I’d choose the latter in a heartbeat.

And now I’m right back in Destiel headspace because you know Cas could sense that longing. You know that he was just going about his day when he was overwhelmed with that particular flavor of longing associated with Dean. When he heard a little snatch of conversation in his mind, “Things, people, that I’d like to experience differently, or maybe for the first time ever…” and the wave of longing got so intense that he had to sit down.

When the feeling faded, he got up, set his jaw, and vowed to himself that Dean would get to experience all the things he wanted if it was the last thing Castiel did. 

If only they could rest. If only they could stop. If only they had ten minutes to rest, shoulders bumping together on the bed as they watched junk TV. If only they had the lives that allowed those small quiet spaces of companionship, they might fill up those spaces with something different. For the first time.

Cas is well aware that’s not how their lives work. But he set off to continue fighting for the opportunity to maybe, one day, sit quietly conversing and when his knee brushes against Dean’s, to not pull away.

Have some first time using a tablet Hamada bro drawing, I hope everyone is doing okay after the sudden mass deletion, I love you guys!

tbh i still cant believe so many people follow

cries

im not the most talented editor, not the most entertaining blogger, not the wittiest or the funniest

like i rant all day,litter ur dashes with text post of the stupid shiet i do or see, reblog whatever the hell i want without having to comform to this color aesthetic blogging that people usually do, like I REBLOG CRACK POSTS FOR CHRIST SAKE

and tbh… im still seriously amazed how alot of amazing people follow me

so yeah… tbh bless you all for tolerating me and the mess i made of my blog, im seriously glad you all still follow me till to this day

/huggies for everyone

camera stopped working and this is all i have LMAO

will i ever get out of my edgy phase we just dont know… :>

pls listen to blu stahli x

also my compostion on paper  was too big thats why its just a rly boring lame bust shot *clench fist*

i kidna forgot what i was doing, this was meant ot be mastermind!hinata :,) UUUUUUUUUUHHHH

Instead of reblogging social justice posts of any kind (like I don’t know, masterposts of Kevin Spacey being a predator based on a gossip anonymous column on a homophobic and misogynic website) why don’t you donate money to LGTB organizations, volunteer for charity, give food to homeless people, help your community, adopt a pet instead of buying one, etc.?

you guys look like those facebook people who think that posting pictures of dead animals or anorexic children is actually gonna help anyone.

Raising awareness is one thing but spreading lies is a completely different thing. and yes it’s great that you are trying to inform yourselves but DO something as well :)

Fire Watching

Summary: James and Lily have a conversation at the end of fifth year.


The end of fifth year was difficult for James Potter. He was humiliated, and it wasn’t an emotion he wore well. There were only a five days between the incident at the lake and the end of term, but for James it felt like forever.

Evans had been sending him absolutely murderous looks whenever they made eye contact and when they didn’t, James had to see her looking devastated because that git Snape had, predictably, been a git. They had been friends, because Lily was too nice, and now, because of James, they were not.

He felt guilty, but it was mixed with equal parts sick joy and worry. He was sorry that she lost a friend, happy that she had come out of their spat not unhurt, and worried that she would go back to Snape, even after he had called her such an awful thing.

James had never liked the boy. Snape had always been cruel to him and his friends, and this hadn’t been the first time that they had thrown curses at each other or dueled. The year before, Peter had had to go to the hospital wing for a wound that wouldn’t close.

Snape knocked Sirius’ front teeth out with a curse; Sirius, in kind, had knocked a few of Snape’s out with his fist. James had gotten a good jump on the git, this time, but he’d been ugly, he knew. He’d been showboating, and it had backfired.

James was worried, too, that his own friendship with Lily, however perilous it had always been, was now ruined.

“She’ll come around,” Sirius told him flippantly one day after one of Lily’s more dramatic exits upon seeing James.

“She might not,” Remus said quietly. He shrugged apologetically when James shot him a look.

“Well fuck, Moony, don’t tell him that,” Sirius said under his breath.

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anonymous asked:

Please don't go. We love you with all our hearts.

;;;;A;;;;; THANK YOU!!! ;;;A;;; I love you all too, god my followers mean so much to me.  I don’t want to go. I really don’t, but it’s tumblr so there’s not much I can do but continue to post as always, and hope I’ve never been on anyone’s hate-list.

mmmmmmmmm i wanted to post a wip of something im working on right now and give u guys like a little life-update post…

except all im doing nowadays is goto class, freak out abt my grades and major comeback home and call it a day, so not that much of an update lol. 

 I am literally so terrified of getting hate, whenever I post an opinion or anything like that I’m convinced that someone is gonna send me death threats and cuss me out?? Tbh I think that says a lot. 

Pedition stop going to someone’s askbox to send them hate bcs they like a certain chara that you don’t like

Another pedition to chill and enjoy things instead of waisting time by hating on a chara

Friendly reminder that this doesn’t mean you can’t hate them just do it quietly or on your blog or whatever just don’t go to someones blog and be a dick oke

So the negativity is still going around. I’m going to get straight to the point.

WHAT THE HELL IS THE PROBLEM WITH DAN AND PHIL WRITTING A BOOK???

THEY SAID THEY WANTED A PHYSICAL PRESERVABLE THING OF THEM.

A BOOK OF MEMORIES. FOR US. FOR EVERYONE. 

WHY IS IT SELFFISH. 

OH THEY JUST WANT THE MONEY AND IT’S LIKE SELFFISH TO PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY WANT TO WRITE

WELL

DAN AND PHIL ACTUALLY WANTED TO WRITE. 

THEY WROTE IT BECAUSE THEY WANT US TO ENJOY IT

IT’S NOT SELFFISH. 

——out. SCREAMS INTO OBLIVION i’ve watched the trailer idk how many times and everything hurts

— the ring
— mr. white
— the photo ( is it oberhauser & his son oberbroski is that how they’re incorporating ‘he was like a father to me when i needed one’ )
— TEMPORARY GUARDIANSHIP ( ‘charmain bond’ as legal; ‘? oberhauser’ as temporary; 12 years )
that fucking dog
— dude how long does it take you to unpack ( probably on mandatory leave )
don’t fucking talk to me
don’t look at me
don’t breathe in my direction i’m going to topple over and never get back up
— WHY the transfer
— chessboard. don’t even.
— ‘i’m flattered london’s still talking about me’ ‘it wasn’t MI6′