Makoharu is officially canon Ok?

now who the fuck dare to say that Makoharu is not canon !!!???

Just throw yourself to the hostpital and check you brain


Letchworth Village

Letchworth Village is really close to where I live, and I’ve driven past it many times, but I’ve never been able to get a good look. Hopefully I can go exploring there someday while it’s still standing.

Letchworth Village rests on a placid corner of rural Thiells, a hamlet west of Haverstraw set amid the gentle hills and vales of the surrounding Ramapos.  A short stretch of modest farmhouses separates this former home for the mentally disabled from the serene Harriman State Park, New York’s second largest.  Nature has been quick to reclaim its dominion over these unhallowed grounds, shrouding an unpleasant memory in a thick green veil.  Abandonment becomes this “village of secrets,” intended from its inception to be unseen, forgotten, and silent as the tomb.”

Sinister by today’s standards, the “laboratory purpose” was another essential tenet of the Letchworth plan.  Unable to give or deny consent,many children became unwitting test subjects—in 1950, the institution gained notoriety as the site of one of the first human trials of a still-experimental polio vaccine.  Brain specimens were harvested from deceased residents and stored in jars of formaldehyde, put on display in the hospital lab.  This horrific practice has become a favorite anecdote of ghost-hunters and adolescent explorers.

The well-intentioned plans for Letchworth Village didn’t hold up in practice, and by 1942, the population had swelled to twice its intended occupancy.  From here, the severely underfunded facility fell into a lengthy decline.  Many of the residents, whose condition necessitated ample time and attention for feeding, became seriously ill or malnourished as a result of overcrowding.  At one point, over 500 patients slept on mattresses in hallways and dayrooms of the facility, meagerly attended by a completely overwhelmed staff tasked with the impossible.”

I'm such a wimp

I went to go visit my friend that was in the hospital because she ruptured an appendix and I almost passed out. She was talking to me about it and my vision started blurring, I was sweating, and all I could hear was static.. I ended up walking into the hallway and slumping down against the wall for 10 minutes until I got my composure. I just can’t do hospitals, talking about surgery, and even the smell.

A few things wrong with tomorrow:
I have to wake up.
I have to go to the hospital.
I have to get an IV.
I have to go under.
I have to have sharp things inside of me.
I have to have an ultrasound.
I have to consume nothing, not even water.


New Medical Records Charge

New Medical Records Charge

Florida is considering revising the administrative code to allow medical providers to charge $1 per page to anyone that wants their medical records.  The current law is $1 per page for the first 25 then, $0.25 per page after 25.

Most medical records are now electronic

Here is my comment on the new bill, keep in mind this was a rough draft.

To whom it may concern,

Changing the costs of…

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Why does everyone hate me and tthink im a nuisance...?

I drove my friends away because they think im a bad person…I can’t even talk to them anymore…they won’t listen to me none…I bet it’s because of my disorders.. The way I act is because of them…the reason why I got put in the hostpital so many times! For being depressed and trying to kill myself and for other reasons! Im on medicine but…meh….. I want anon hate…I deserve it…it’ll remind me of how much of a bitch i’ve beeen because of these disorders… I wish I never had them… IF I DIDN’T HAVE THEM THINGS WOULD GO BACK TO THE WAY THEY WERE!!!!!! Back then I was happy, cheerful, loved to draw, ect…you can ask my friend Jasmine @mysterious-red-flare…she knows more about me then any other of my internet friends…she’s also one of the friends im talking about now …the ones who abandoned me because of how I act and stuff…

Ok so I do not have a problem with anorectic people , but I don’t like the fact that some of them encourage the other people to loose weight like for example “I just lost 10 pounds today” “oh wow thats great keep on going”. No stop don’t tell the person to stop eating cause they are almost on their goal no, you should not say keep going cause eventually the person will get under weight and end up in the hostpital and get food trough a tube or worse even die.
Ok that’s all I wanted to say
Ps.: most of them don’t even realise that they are perfect just the way they are

You can tell a lot about someone by the music they listen to. Hit shuffle on your iPod/iPhone/iTunes/media player and write down the first 10 songs. Then pass this on to 10 people.

I was tagged by halfbloodriddle (you should follow them, they’re great, okay)

Two’s Too Many - Crown The Empire

Cry - The Used

L’exquisite Douleur - Being As An Ocean

Nicotine - Panic! At The Disco

May It Be - Celtic Woman

Hostpital For Souls - Bring Me The Horizon

Settle Down - The 1975

Forest Fire - The Amity Affliction

The Reckless And The Brave - All Time Low

Scared Of Change (Acoustic) - Our Last Night

And I’m tagging these beautiful people: ablxssed ; suckmymalfoy (oops)

I have had a weird couple of days. Been staying up til around 7am, sleep til noon, disorientating as hell, but that’s not the weird bit. The weird bit is this guy that moved here with my brother from a different state, my brother hates him now but the rest of my family kind of adopted the guy. I can’t explain it. We just met him, but he fits right in and it’s like you’ve known him forever.

Anyway, Saturday I finally switched from mania to depression and was so relieved. Depression I can handle. Me and depression are like best buds for life. So I stayed in bed until 6pm all wrapped up in my comfy, familiar depression, and then went to the store. Gone all of 20 minutes, didn’t bother to take my phone, came home to CHAOS.

OMG HE’S IN THE HOSTPITAL!!!!!!!!!111!!!!1! OMG!!!!! WE HAVE TO GO NOW!!!! HOSPITAL!!!!!! HE’S DYING PROBABLY!!!!!1!!1! DRIVE NOW!!! HOSPITAL!!!!!!!1!1!!!!!

So I got to drive my semi-hysterical mother downtown to a hospital to pick up this dude we’ve met like three times because he collapsed from exhaustion at work. *cough*accidentaloverdose*cough* He was fine, released by the time we got there, all good. And he spends the night because almost dying makes you not want to be alone.

Which then led to a weirdly awesome two full days of hanging out and having a friend around 24/7 and feeling more relaxed and open around another human being like I have not felt in, idk, ever? And he finally went home about an hour ago and it’s like one of my essential limbs is missing? Like????? How can someone so quickly and easily get all tangled up in my life to the point where not being with them feels wrong?