I am a hospice/oncology nurse and deal with death every day. I know what loss and grief looks like. But, while on vacation, a realtor showing our house for our landlady let our incredibly sweet, blind cat out and now she is gone. We have done everything in our power to find her and we are going to keep looking but she’s gone. I know it in my bones. I will never see her again. I watch people die every day and it is my cat disappearing that breaks me. I don’t know what to do. Everything hurts.