These pictures are from the 24th which was my 100 days clean. I was at camp during this which was really exciting because it’s the place that basically has saved my life. For this I took my favorite counselor, Jeff, and three of my best friends, Shelby, Cathy, and Jon. We went down to the old volleyball court at probably around 9 and took a shovel and my box of blades with us. 

Jeff gave me the shovel and I dug about a foot and a half down then dropped my box into it (ironically they were in an old bandaid box). Then with the help of Shelby and Jon, covered it back up and then it was over. My habit could no longer be supported without these things. I can always go looking for more things but there’s this moment when I proved my strength and got rid of the temptation and finally put my demons to rest.

I am going to keep going and I am going to strive for 200, then 300 days and maybe by the time I go back to camp I’ll be over a year clean. I have never felt this strong.

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hey everyone! my friend, sammy, has started a campaign in honor of suicide prevention week. it would mean a lot if you guys could support those who suffer from suicidal thoughts, have attempted suicide, have family members who have suicidal thoughts/have successfully attempted suicide, and those who we have lost to suicide by buying this t-shirt and or donating to the cause. all the money goes to AFSP (American Foundation of Suicide Prevention). this cause is very near to my heart and so many of you out there. so please just check it out and purchase a t-shirt if you would like. thank you and stay strong. i love you all <3