Still coping and trying to figure things out.
Its weird cuz when we broke up I was truly happy, and even Monday I was mostly happy until at some point that night the dust settled. And i relapsed BAD. And now I just have this crushing sadness all around me and I don’t really know what to do.
Go to class I guess. Try to make it through I guess.
dammit I really loved that boy and he could just do it for me. But I guess thats being selfish.