heardache

Do you ever think how the fuck did we end up like this? I often picture what it would be like if our 5-months-ago us saw what we’ve become. I remember when we met. I never believed in love at first sight, but I swear to god the moment we met was electric. It really was. It was weird, but it felt good. I remember feeling like I’d always known you. I remember feeling kind of afraid because I knew you were going to change my life. People were talking around us but all I could hear was your voice. I remember our first kiss. I remember feeling as if I finally found my spot. I felt like I was at the right place, at the right time, with the right person for me. It was the most wonderful feeling in the world. I miss that.
Goodbye my almost Lover.
Goodbye my hopeless Dream.
I’m trying not to think about you.
Can’t you just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you’d bring me heardache.
Almost Lovers always do.
—  A Fine Frenzy