Just a reminder

Please do NOT throw anything hard or pointy on stage when a band is playing; they can’t see the objects coming at them (because the lights are in their faces) so they are not able to move out of the way and can get seriously injured if they get hit. And when the band asks you to stop, STOP. It’s rude and disrespectful not to listen to them.

Let Me Tell You A Story

This is a story about a girl who grew up being diagnosed with depression at an early age. Who grew up faster than she should have. Whose mom was addicted to drugs for the first 12 years of her life.

Let’s call her M

Her mom got married at 17 and 9 months later M was born.

Her mom was hooked on cocaine.

When M was 18 months old, she was dropped off at her grandparents.

She only saw her mom on the weekends.

Her dad wasn’t in the picture much.

He cheated on her mom.

When her mom was growing up she got mixed into the wrong crowds. She dropped out of high school and didn’t graduate until 2007.

The first 12 years of M’s life was a big struggle.

M was diagnosed with depression at the tender age of 3. That same year her brother was born.

He was born 3 months early due to complications in the pregnancy. Drug complications.

M grew up being raised by her grandparents. They loved and nurtured her.

M grew up being best friends with her brother. They did everything together.

When M went to school she had to pretend things weren’t bad. She had to tell everyone that everything was fine.

Mother’s and Father’s Day were really hard because everyone had parents and she just had her grandparents.

When M was 8, her mom gave birth to a girl. She finally had a sister.

Things went down hill.

One weekend, M and her sibling were at her mom’s house for the weekend.

Her mom left that Friday night and didn’t return until Sunday morning.

M had to become a mother that Friday night. Her siblings needed her. Her sister wasn’t very old and her brother was 5. He was recently diagnosed with autism.

M didn’t know how to change diapers, make bottles, cook, etc.

She went hungry just so her siblings had food. She taught herself how to be a mother. She stayed strong until they were asleep. When they went to sleep, M cried and cried.

She was diagnosed with depression once again.

Growing up for M was the hardest thing she ever had to do. She had to become an adult overnight.

When M turned 12, her mom was taken to jail to serve a 6 month sentence. She absolutely hated her mom and couldn’t forgive her for the things she was put through.

When her mom returned, M became a person she never thought she’d become. Her mom tried to buy her love when all she wanted was for her mom to accept her.

M sought out acceptance from guys. She’d sneak out and meet up with them.

She felt horrible about herself.

The depression got out of control. She got close to fully get rid of her existence. She’d cut her skin, purposefully burn herself with her straightener, and cry.

When high school came around she had finally got a boyfriend. He was sexually abusive.

Her relationship with her mom got stronger everyday.

They became best friends.

M is me.

This story is indeed about me and the struggles I’ve had to endure while growing up.

I am now 20 and have become someone I never dreamt of being. I struggles hard with depression and got to the point of not wanting to be here.

I started taking on projects to help cope with my bad depression. I got into a relationship that started bringing me back to it.

I am now out of that relationship. I’m working on myself.

♡ Lexy ♡

who you will marry based on battery percentage

0-5% Ashton Irwin
6-11% Dianna Agron
12-17% Alex Gaskarth
18-23% Lauren Jauregui
24-29% Halsey
30-35% Michael Clifford
36-41% Dylan O'Brien
42-47% Harry Styles
48-53% Dan Howell
54-59% Dinah Jane
60-65% Ethan Cutkosky
66-71% Joe Sugg
72-77% Phil Lester
78-83% Camila Cabello
84-89% Cara Delevigne
90-95% Taylor Swift
96-100% Louis Tomlinson

aesthetics // Michael Clifford
  • aries:ariana grande
  • taurus:tmnt
  • gemini:black skinny jeans
  • cancer:snapbacks
  • leo:guitar solos
  • virgo:kittens
  • libra:idiot t-shirt
  • scorpio:luke hemmings
  • sagittarius:video games
  • capricorn:Rock bands
  • aquarius:hair dye
  • pisces:man caves

Interviewer: If you could switch bodies with another member of One Direction, which of the guys would you switch with?
Niall:
Harry: *stares off into space thinking about their bodies*
Niall: I think I would swap with Harry.
Interviewer: How come?
Niall: Because…. I’ve got a really fast metabolism, and I can’t seem to put on any weight.
Harry: Oh so I’m fat.

It’s 2 am and I came up with a theory. I don’t know if anybody has already said this but…
What if Louis and Harry wrote 18, Over Again, Moments (…) and since management wouldn’t let them say that they wrote those songs -which we always said that they were about Larry- together because people would keep saying Larry is real, they asked Ed to like sign down his name because he’s Harry’s close friend and would do it because he’s Larry af…
I don’t know maybe I’m just crazy.
Bye x

RANT

OH MY GOD IF SOMEONE POSTS A PICTURE OF LUKE AND JUST SAYS SOMETHING ABOUT LUKE FOR EXAMPLE “OH MY GOD HES SO PRETTY” AND YOU FUCKING COMMENT “NO THEYRE ALL PRETTY” OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT OK YEAH THEY ARE BUT I DONT FUCKING SEE THEM IN THE PICTURE AND THIS WAS A PICTURE ABOUT LUKE SO WHEN I POST A PICTURE OF THE OTHER GUYS YOURE DAMN RIGHT IM GONNA SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT THEM TOO FUCKING CALM DOWN IM FOCUSING ON LUKE FOR A MINUTE. YOU NEED TO CHILL