Und manchmal sucht mich dieses Gefühl heim, dieses zittern, diese Angst, diese Gedanken. Wie eine Welle flutet es mich, und ich bin so machtlos, geh auf die Knie und lasse mich fortspülen…
Diese Gefühl wenn ich denke dass meine innere Kerze schon erloschen ist….

Na-Rafael Dizon po ako :(

Medyo madami nangyari kahapon pero may isang prominent na nangyari na di ko lubos akalaing mangyayari…

Kahapon, (09/21/2013) nagpunta ako sa SLE to met my friends.  Wala lang miss ko na sila ee..

Foodtrip kami sa mall after maglaro ng PIU. Napagusapan din namin na di muna magJL para sa maiba naman bukod pa don ay maulan. Pinaayos ko ung phone ko kay kuya Jepii… Medyo nagmadali ako at sinilid yung mga gamit sa bag ko including yung phone ko. Di ko matandaan kung saan ko siya nailagay kung sa pinakaloob ba o sa front pocket. (Medyo shunga lang?)

Habang naglalakad ako, tinry ko kapain yung front pocket ko, what the hell… Nagulat ako kasi bukas siya… At first, di ko muna naisip yung phone ko. Nauna kasing isipin yung crush.

Nung makasakay na ako sa jeep, gusto kong tignan yung oras dahil nga ayaw kong malate. Kinapa ko yung bag ko. Halos taktakin ko na nga e kahit masikip sa jeep yung sasabihing apat pa pero yung kalahating pwet ni ate di pa makaupo.

Napansin ko nalang na may nawawala *insert “aww’ sound from coin dozer*… Yung phone ko nga nawawala :(

Gulat ako kase di ko expected na mararafael dizon ako as in nadukutan :(

Nung una medyo di talaga nagsisink in ee. Kinumbinsi ko pa nga yung sarili ko na ” Hoy tanga nadukutan ka at nawala yung phone mo” pero wala ee..

Habang patagal ng patagal, naiisip ko na yung gravity nung pagkawala nya… Nandun yung dalawa kong 4gb na memory card. Andun yung mga kopya ng ipopost ko pa lang sa Tumblr ko. Lahat ng records ko andun. Pati reference number ng wifi na inaplayan ko andun din. At isa pa, yun yuung pinakauna kong phone na nabili ko from may very first salary pero nawala parang bula.

Naisip ko tuloy baka nga nakalagay siya sa front pocket kaya napickpocket yung samsung galaxy pocket ko! Pakshet lang :( good thing hindi nakuha yung wallet ko ;)

Lesson learned. Sa susunod, wag unahin yung kalandian. Maging listo sa gamit at bantayan yung mahahalaga nating gamit. Also, wag maglalagay nang kahit ano sa front pocket. Bukod sa magaling silang slight of hands, ay mga swift movers din sila. (fans ni taylor swift haha charaught lang XD)

Guys ingat ng million times ha :) nang hindi po magaya sakin. Ugaliing ilagay sa closest part yung phone at wallet yung sa mararamdaman mo like bulsa. Make sure din na masikip para mahirapan silang umaksyon :) alrighty XD

#Fear not the #Distractions of man … for their fate is now in #MotherNature’s hands … deep down even the system knows … nothing can stop whats coming for the beast once the last trumpet blows … Trust me The beast already knows how the end of his story goes … thats why he is on a mission to try and steal your soul before he goes … but its truly up to you if you let him win … I mean #seriously why do you think he sends all his demons and lies just so you will let him in … #lookAround you where should I begin … what about the fact that these devil’s want our youth beyond desensitized to lust and lies from beginning to end so he can swoop in to their shcools and teach our babies about analsex as young as ten … seriously if you wannna talk about a new type of genocide plan parenthood is where you should begin … to each his own but I believe kindergarten is not were a conversation about sex should begin … let alone instructions on sextoys and where you put them in … idk about you but its time for these evil mother fuckers to be #GoneInTheWind …

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