It’s been 3 days since I saw Emarosa, Memphis May Fire, and Yellowcard live on tour, preforming their new album live and just seeing them all for the first time live and exposing myself to more music, and I can say today was different. For the first time in years I went to school, unafraid, not worrying about other people judging me or bring me down. For the first time today I was able to keep my head up with my hopes, unaffected by depression and suicidal thoughts. I wore color instead of black today, I open my eyes to the world instead of hiding behind sunglasses, and I think I’m starting to get better and finally be able to be happy again. I guess we’ll have to see what the future holds with my new attitude.