Its gettinng worse again and I’m not even sure it started to go away in thw first place. Everything is jusy kind of there t this point evdn math doesn’t mke god damn bit if ssense ti nr any.more and thsays the only duckingg thing i was good at why did jybody ever bother teling me i was fucking gifrted or talentted when I’m aveege t besr and cannrr do anything anymore