I’m really exhausted from these people saying we’re antiblack every other week. It’s like saying I don’t know how to be black or I’m being black in the wrong way. It’s especially hard when I write about the difficulties in being black all the time. I know a lot of these anons are full of shit but it still hurts. I’ve had years and years of people telling me I’m doing it(being black) wrong, and years of undoing internalized antiblack racism, and now it’s like I’m still not right. My way of existing is wrong and I can’t ever get it right.
(I was going to talk to the other mods about this but I guess I should tell you all this instead)