I am just so grateful for Jensen right now. With my constant worry about Jared, this guy is literally the only one who makes me breath a little easier. So Jared is doing much better, he is taking his rest, he is gutted he can’t attend the Con and Jensen hopes he and Jared can attend the AHBL Con next year. 

Jensen said how Jared is the better one and he used to think Jared’s biggest problem was that he gave too much of himself away but now he knows it is actually a gift.

How Jared isn’t there NOT because Jared quit, but because he refuses to quit.

Even with Jared not there, I am getting more and more endeared with Jensen and Jared’s relationship and the love and respect they have for each other. Is that even possible?


Teacher!Jensen fic recs

because after these pics, we need this:

it’s not the years, honey, it’s the mileage (professor!Dean) Nearly twenty years later and they’re men now, with real jobs, real kickass jobs, greying hair, and yep, they’re totally mature now. ‘Cept where Dean’s rockin’ the Indiana Jones flair as a film professor (glasses included) and Sam’s in artifact acquisitions these days.

Suspended Harmonies Trying to complete his final year of college, Jared is forced to take an 18th century British literature course taught by Professor Morgan and with one Jensen Ackles as the teaching assistant. Things heat up between Jared and his TA but revelations about Jensen’s sexual preferences and Jared’s traumatic romantic past throw them for a loop. Can Jared accept Jensen’s kind of love? Can Jensen give Jared what he needs? It’s a story for the romantic and the romanticist in us all.

They Stumble That Run Fast  This is what happened to Jared Padalecki when he mixed a little Cyrano with a little Shakespeare and fell ass over feet in love with, Jensen, his Shakespeare tutor…who may have been in love with someone else.
Life With You   It’s not perfect, but it’s theirs.

Shameless  Jensen Ackles is the youngest Professor to grace the prestigious halls of Ridgefield Academy in Charleston, South Carolina, but his career hangs in the balance when confronted with trouble in the form of a seventeen year old senior with a mischievous streak and determination.

A Year in Limbo    Someone tell me about gluttony.“ Mr. Ackles - Jensen, as he’d sunnily introduced himself, looked around the room. He was met with a wall of blank stares and the occasional grunt. Jared tried to slouch in his seat, but this turned out to be the seed of his doom, because the guy latched onto his movement like a lamprey with an agenda, and shuffled forward awkwardly, his brows raised in something like hope. "Jared?”

Raise the Stakes As a professor, there are certain things that Jensen is not supposed to do. Jared, the kid in the back of his vampire sociology class, is one of them.

Prayers under the streetlights Jensen Ackles is an ex-marine, hired as a high school teacher in a poor area of the city. After a terrible reception from the students, he tries unconventional methods of teaching to gain their trust, discovering on the way how much he can learn from them and that maybe there’s love waiting for him where he’d least expect to find it.

A Learning Experience Sixteen year old Jared gets a scholarship to a prestigious Private Academy. He needs money and accepts a job as an underage prostitute. Jensen likes younger guys and turns to prostitutes to feed his desires. After a brief obsession and repeat secret encounters,they eventually discover each other’s secret lives outside of prostitute and john. Things have to change between them, but will they or can they.

Revelations Jared’s friends all think he should hate Jensen, and maybe they’re right. After all, Jensen hates him, hated him from the moment they met, just because he found out Jared is gay. But Jared can’t make himself feel angry, can’t even make himself stay away. Instead he secretly befriends Jensen, and learns that Jensen’s been holding on to some secrets of his own.

You Sold Me Illusions Jared’s a pricey escort and college student whose life gets a little more complicated when he finds out that Jensen, one of his customers, is also going to be teaching one of his classes this fall.

 Spin the Light to Gold  It’s Jared’s first summer as a junior counselor at an idyllic summer camp, and he’s looking forward to as much sun and fun as he can handle. But things don’t turn out exactly as he plans, and his summer takes an interesting turn when he finds himself falling for a hot older counselor.

The Silver Dragon  Jared Padalecki and Chad Michael Murray attend an after-school karate program at their Austin junior high. It’s challenging but totally fun, so when it ends after a few weeks, they sign up at the local dojo. The dojo is even more fun, especially for Jared when he falls for a gorgeous older teen who helps out there … Six years later, Jared returns to Austin to attend college and rekindles some old friendships. He even decides to check out karate class and the dojo again … as well as the handsome, green-eyed sensei who runs it.

Never Looked the Same In which Jensen is a writer. He had a crush on Jared Padalecki when he was Jared’s TA. Jared Padalecki is a Hollywood actor. He doesn’t remember Jensen. That’s okay, Jensen doesn’t have a crush on him anymore and he can lie like a pro. He writes fiction, for god’s sakes! This is gonna be easy.

I’ve been rewatching Dexter on Netflix. When I first watched it, I wasn’t aware that Michael C. Hall (who plays Dexter) and Jennifer Carpenter (who plays his adopted sister Deb) fell in love and got married while on the show. So this time I’m watching it with that in mind because if they’re in love, shouldn’t there be a lot of chemistry between them? But I just don’t see it, not even in the later seasons when Deb decides she’s in love with Dexter. 

So tell me: how do a couple who fell madly in love and were married while playing siblings have so much less chemistry (on-screen AND off) than these two?

“Come on Dean! The vampire is going after a female hooker, so unless you lost something, and grew … I’m sorry, I can’t look at Jared right now.” you laugh. As usual, Jared was making a funny face from behind the camera. Only you could see it, and today you couldn’t keep a straight face.

“Cut.” Robert calls. “We’re going to take a fifteen minute break, reset the cameras. Time to freshen up the dirt and blood for you and Jared.” He points to you.

“Well hell, hearing that is so weird.” You mutter and step off your mark.

“Well, there’s a first for everything.” Jared cackles, scooping you up off your feet. You go limp like a rag doll as he throws you over his shoulder, smiling at Jensen as he follows after you.

“Hey, are we going out for dinner tonight? I heard Richard and Rob are in town.” You ask you giggle as Jared drops you to your seat.

“I’m game if you are.” He looks to Jensen.

“Yeah, Horseshoe tavern tonight?” Jensen asks. You nod, and Jared does too.

“Sounds good to me. They have a dartboard and pool table, so I can beat you both.” You laugh. You stand as the last bit of new blood and dirt had been applied to your face and arms.

“No. Not even happening.”

“Oh, there’s always a second time for everything.” You laugh looking behind you to him. You give him a wink and walk off toward craft services.


Finally decided to upload these, as I’ve uploaded them pretty much everywhere else. HERE ARE MY PHOTO OPS!! :D

So this finally hapened. They are genuinly the nicest most down to earth cast ever and I have so many stories from meeting them. I would do anything to go back and meet them all over again, I loved it so much.

help me find j2 fics! (plEASE)

1.  Jared is doing a scene where hes tied to a table getting tortured by a doctor and the director wont untie him even though hes had a panic attack and Erik left instructions to untie him every 30 min and Jensen finds out and comes an unties him

2.  J2 are knights, but Jensen is the king. They’re in the middle of the battle of Jensen gets injured and Jared carries him if I remember correctly. Later also Jared gets injured. I the end Jensen becomes gets crown and Jared kneels in front of him and Jensen says that he doesn’t have to?