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me: [completely rational and realises that the coming out process is a long and complicated journey that we are probably still far from seeing end]

also me: tHEHY COULD FUXCKING COME OUT TOMORROW FUCK

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No sleep bc of this film. Im so tireeeeddd. It’s the last day of our shoot today, and I won’t be sleeping again later because I’ll be editing visual effects and some compositions. AND THE AUDIO!!! we don’t have a background music yet. Fuck. Good luck to us

Habang nasa Assembly
  • Prof:Naranasan niyo ba na magkaroon ka ng kaibigan na nag-uusap kayo sa mata?
  • Me:*tingin kay CB*
  • CB:*tingin sakin papunta kay Crush*
  • Me:*tingin kay Crush*
  • Crush:Oh ano na naman problema niyo sakin?
  • Me:Bruh.

sigridqueenofdale asked:

"Are you so angry with me that you can not even sleep in the same bed as me?" Her voice was very quiet and pained.

“When you are going to be sharing your bed with another man in a few months?” He wasn’t angry, exactly; but he could admit to being angry before he could admit to being hurt.

Concert Feels

Fan ako ng Paramore. Sobra. Sobra. Sobra. Sobra. I can’t even think of a word that best describe how “fangirl” I am. 

Ang kaso, taga-Pampanga ako. Bata. Strict ang nanay at lola. Hindi ako marunong pumuntang Manila. (noon)

Last 2013, nag-concert sila. I was 17. Bumili akong ticket. Malakas loob ko eh. Ang plano ko, aasa ako sa Google Maps. Pero hindi ko na ku-kwento lahat, kasi, masakit. Hindi ako natuloy. Wala eh. Wala akong lakas ng loob. Anong sasabihin ko? Anong ipagpapaalam ko? Paano ako uuwi? Ni wala akong idea sa punyetang MOA Arena.

So ang sabi ko sa sarili ko, sa susunod na concert nila, bibilhin ko lahat ng VIP at Patrons seats para ako lang malapit sakanila. Hahahaha. Nag-ipon pa talaga ako kase I was freaking serious about it that time. 

January 2014, inaral ko tong Pampanga to MOA Arena. Just for the sake of concerts. Fall Out Boy, The Maine, etc. Kahit marami akong gustong banda, ang sabi ko kasi, Paramore concert ang pinaka-una kong pupuntahan.

Pero ngayon, bumili akong ticket ng All Time Low. Nung una, okay pa ko eh. Okay lang kahit di ako manood. Tapos nung biglang sinabi kasama The Maine, nag-freak out talaga ako. As in inikot ko yung buong bahay namin na parang isdang nawala sa tubig.

But no, hindi ito ang magiging first concert ko. Unfortunately!

Kase, last May 2. Nanood akong Vixx. Kasama bestfriend ko. Gift ko kasi sakanya yon. Bumili akong dalawang ticket. Syempre alangan iwan ko siya at hayaang mag-isa. O diba? Okay na sanang All Time Low at The Maine ang unang concert ko. Hindi naman sana nalayo sa Paramore. Kaso hindi eh. Biglang Vixx. Biglang Kpop. Hahaha. Pero okay lang. Ang cute naman nila. Tsaka yung feels. Alam mo yun, parang all the fans were united. Parang We Are Family ang peg. Masaya ako. Masaya ako kasi napasaya ko bestfriend ko. Masaya kasi, yung concert feels. Basta. Iba.

So, ayan, sobrang excited ko sa August 12. Kahit ako lang mag-isa. Pero alam niyo, advice ko lang talaga, don’t miss the chances. Nagsisisi ako hindi ko nilakasan ang loob ko nung Paramore. Basta, yun. Don’t miss the chances!

Future plans for the week:

  • Will make my summer Portfolio
  • Last day of my OJT
  • 1 minute video shoot with CB & Madam at Binondo
  • Will go to Morayta to print all the requirements
  • Render my video presentation
  • Pass all the requirements
  • PARTY PARTY SA BAHAY NI TIN <3

Kaya ko to! HAHAHHAAHAHAH. Malapit na omg gusto ko na matapos lahat ito.