Running. I do a lot of it. I have to constantly be moving. Every morning I wake up at 7am to run. This morning it got interrupted by our angel friend though. It had been a year since Dean was pulled out of hell by Cas and he’d become one of our closest friends in that time.
As I rounded the block castiel appeared right in front of me causing me to knock both of us to the ground. I paused on top of him for a moment just staring into his gorgeous blue eyes.
"Cas!" I screamed slapping his chest and getting up. "I told you you can’t just appear in front of me all the time!"
"I’m sorry Haley but this is urgent!"
"Okay go ahead what is it?"
"I just I fear the apocalypse is coming."
"It is. Sam’s dumbass just had to kill Lilith and look where it’s gotten us."
"Yes but Haley I fear for you."
At that statement I chuckled. “Cas, I’ll be fine. I’m a big girl.”
"I heard talk from the angels. You’re meant to die in this."
I paused. I didn’t wanna die. “Sam and Dean are the true vessels for Michael and Lucifer and they are changing their fates. This is me changing mine. How am I supposedly gonna bite the dust?”
"I don’t know yet. I just want you to know I will be looking out for you. Always. I quite enjoy your company."
"Cas that’s very sweet but I’ll be okay." I smiled holding back my blush. Yeah okay I might have a crush on the angel can you blame me?
"Things are getting very weird Haley."
"You think? I helped stab Paris Hilton the other day."
"God saved you for a reason. Therefore I must protect you all it is the lords orders."
"Cas for an angel you really aren’t a dick."
"Well I did help get you out of a never ending Doctor Sexy episode."
"Yes you did! Thanks for that, I don’t see how Dean watches that."
"Haley I am here to ask if you will agree to allowing me to have constant vigilance on you. That way I can always keep you safe."
"Sure just don’t peep on me in the shower okay?"
We pulled up to the hotel in Vermillion, Ohio a car ride after Chuck texted us.
"So what does he need?" I questioned. I personally liked chuck. Despite him writing about me in his books and making the whole world aware I exist.
"I have no idea." Dean muttered.
Right when we walked in we immediately found out it was our over-enthusiastic fan Becky who sent the message.
"Is that really what people think I look like?" I exclaimed. Surrounding the room where tons of people dressed up as us.
All the convention attendees started investigating a “ghost hunt” but we quickly discovered that no, of course the hotel is really haunted.
"Well evidently this Gore women supposedly killed four children by scalping them, was the orphanage caretaker." Sam informed us.
"Okay so what we salt and burn her?" An imposter me asked.
"Woah chick, real Haley real hunter. I ask the questions." I was seriously getting annoyed with this.
Together with our copycats we set out to find Leticia’s bones to salt and burn them. Once we accomplished our task we accidentally set the ghosts of the boys free.
"Run!" I screamed as the boys tried to kill us. Before they could though our imposters successfully salted and burned their bones.
On our way out of their Becky stopped us
"Look Sam. I’m not gunna lie. We had undeniable chemistry. But like a monkey on the sun it was too hot to live. It can’t go on. Chuck and I, we found each other. My yin to his proud yang. And well, the heart wants what the heart wants. I’m so so sorry. "
"Yeah Sam sorry. " Chuck smiled at Sam sheepishly. Sam smiled back.
"Will you be all right?" Becky asked him. I couldn’t help but laugh.
Sam sighed “Honestly I don’t know. I’ll just have to find a way to keep living, I guess.”
"God bless you." Becky responded seriously concerned for him
"By the way Chuck. I think I speak for us all when I say we don’t mind if you keep writing books." I smiled at Chuck.
"Wow really?" He said excitedly
"No! We have guns and we will find and kill you!" I threatened.
"Ok ok no more books"
With that Sam and I made our leave.
"Sam Haley! Wait, one more thing. In chapter 33 of Supernatural Time is on my Side, there’s that girl Bela? She was British, and a cat burglar."
"I know." Sam said annoyed
"She stole the Colt from you and then she said she gave it to Lilith, remember?"
"Yes" Sam replied
"Well you know she lied right, she didn’t really give it to Lilith."
"Motherfucker." I responded.
"And Haley - Read the books! He likes you too!" Becky said ecstacicly as Sam looked over at me confused as I just shook my head.
As we got to the car I asked Dean if he was okay.
"Okay well we got a lead on the colt."
"Yep, tell you on the way." Sam said as we all got into the Impala. Ready to continue the hunt.
"Dear Castiel, please appear and get down here! I need you!"
I heard a swoosh as he appeared behind me.
"We need the location of some demon named Crowley."
Three days later we were all leaned up against the car when Dean got a call and put it on speaker.
"The demon Crowley is making a deal; even as we speak, it’s—going—down."
"Going down? Right. Okay, Huggy Bear, just don’t lose him." I slapped dean in the arm. He shouldn’t be rude to Cas.
"I won’t." he paused. "I followed him. It’s not far, but—it’s layered in Enochian warding magic. I can’t get in."
"That’s okay, Cas! You did great. We’ll take it from here. Thank you dear" I said.
"Yeah thanks Cas" Dean said as he hung up.
"Okay so what’s the plan again?" I personally wanted to go in but no, they’re sending Jo because Crowley would never know who Jo is. Yeah okay. I know they’re just nervous because Cas told them about how the angels claim I am going to die.
"Jo goes in and pretends to be lost kicks some ass and helps us get in there." Dean said.
Five minutes later I stabbed through a second demons neck with Ruby’s knife.
"Nice work Jo." Dean smiled at her.
"Okay shall we?" I exclaimed pulling out a pair of wire cutters and cutting the electricity.
"It’s Crowley right?" Sam asked
"Finally, the Hardy Boys and Nancy Drew have found me. However, I don’t remember Nancy Drew being so pleasing to the eye. Took you long enough."Crowley said in his rough british accent raking your body with his eyes.
He looked down acknowledging the devils trap Dean placed on the bottom of his rug.
"Do you know how expensive that rug is?"
"Do you think I give a damn?" I questioned back.
"Oh look Nancy Drew has an attitude as well. Cute."
Men then grabbed us all from behind. Crowley picked up the gun Dean had been holding.
"This is what it’s all about isn’t it?" He asked as he aimed the gun at Dean’s head. Then adjusted the aim and shot the three men with it.
"We need to talk. Privately."
He then lead us into another room.
"What the hell is this?" Dean questioned
"Do you know how deep I could have buried this thing?"
He waved a hand closing the door.
"There’s no reason you or anyone should know this even exists, except that I told you." He continued.
I snorted as Sam said what everyone was thinking.
"You told us?"
"Rumors, innuendo, sent out on the grapevine."
"Why tell us anything?" Sam asked
Crowley aimed the gun at me this time.
"I want you to take this thing and empty it into Lucifer."
"Uh-huh, okay, and why exactly would you want the devil dead?"
He put the gun down.
"It’s called survival. I forgot at best you three are functioning morons."
"You’re functioning…morons…" Dean replied.
"Nice reply Dean." I laughed.
"Lucifer isn’t a demon, remember? He’s an angel. An angel famous for his hatred of humankind. To him, you’re just filthy bags of pus. If that’s the way he feels about you, what can he think about us?"
"But he created you."
"To him, we’re just servants. Cannon fodder. If Lucifer manages to exterminate humankind, we’re next. So, help me, huh? Let’s all go back to simpler, better times, back to when we could all follow our natures. I’m in sales, dammit! So what do you say if I give you this thing, and you go kill the devil?"
He held the gun out to us. When no one grabbed it he wiggled the handle. I finally reached out cautiously and took it.
"Great." I responded
"Great." Crowley said back to me
"You wouldn’t happen to know where the devil is, by chance, would you?" Sam asked
"Thursday, birdies tell me, there’s an appointment in Carthage, Missouri."
I glanced at Dean and he nodded. That’s when I put the colt between Crowleys eyes.
I pulled the trigger. What does it do? Clicks.
"Oh, yeah, right, you’ll probably need some more ammunition."
He went over to his desk.
"Oh, uh, excuse me for asking, but aren’t you kind of signing your own death warrant? I mean, what happens to you if we go up against the devil and lose?" Dean sure does know what to say.
"Number one, he’s going to wipe us all out anyway. Two, after you leave here, I go on an extended vacation to all points nowhere. And three, how about you don’t miss, okay! Morons"
Crowley threw something at Dean, who caught it and opened it. Bullets for the colt. When Dean looked up Crowley was gone. Sam sighed.
That night at Bobby’s I looked at the table. Five full shot glasses in a row next to a row of three upside-down shot glasses, a gap, and a full shot glass. Another glass is placed upside-down in the gap. Jo drank from a beer bottle. Ellen drained her fifth and put it back upside-down.
I downed my fourth quickly catching up with her.
"All right, big boy." Ellen said to Cas.
He then drained all five of his in a row.
"I think I’m starting to feel something."
I chuckled as Jo gawked and grinned
We continued are drinking game until Bobby yelled for us.
"Everybody get in here! It’s time for the lineup. Usual suspects in the corner"
"Oh come on, Bobby. Nobody wants their picture taken." Ellen smiled at him.
"Hear hear" Sam said.
"I wanna do it!" I said getting in line pulling Castiel along with me as Bobby finished setting up the tripod.
"Anyway, I’m gonna need something to remember your sorry asses by" Bobby said
"Such an optimist." Ellen joked with him.
We all smiled as the camera flashed.
Okay okay sorry to interrupt everyone but I have to look at my copy of the photo if I can find it. It’s been years. Ahh yes I found it. I told you in the beginning of this that this is my story. My recollection of what happened why I was with the Winchesters for all those years. Continuing on with this story then.
I remember that next day so vividly. It was one of the saddest days of my life. I’ll never forget Ellen and Jo. To make that long day and short one for you, Jo was attacked by hellhounds. All of us were. Ellen and Jo sacrificed their lives to get us to Satan.
When we finally found him Dean shot him with the colt. The motherfucker didn’t die. I remember Castiel saving us.
When Cas pulled us out of where Lucifer was we appeared at Bobby’s first. Then in a flash me and Cas were in the nicest hotel room I’d ever been in.
" I figured you’d appreciate being out of there." He smiled sadly at me. I lost it and latched my arms around his neck. Sobbing. My tears soaking into his trench coat. I cried for Jo and Ellen. I cried for Dean and Sam. I cried for Cas and Bobby. I cried for my mom and brother. I cried for me. This was it. We were all going to die. I was crying because the fate of the world rested in my band of misfits hands. We were failing.
As Castiel hugged me tight I wished it were different. I wish he was human and I wished I had that crummy apartment back and that me and him could be together.
"I wish that as well Haley." He said looking into my eyes.
"What?" I said looking up at him.
"We’re very strongly bonded ever since you agreed to let me look out for you. I can read your mind now when you are in emotional turmoil"
"So you know…"
"That you like me? Yes. Haley I have such strong feelings for you, like nothing I have ever felt before with any other human or angel. You are so beautiful and kind and perfect and I would like to do what I believe is called ‘making love’ to you? But it is supposed to be a very intimate human act so I understand if you do not wish to do so with me…” He trailed off, looking deeply into my eyes, baring his soul to me and I smiled brightly at his sweet words, already trying to pull his tie off of him..
“I have strong feelings for you too Castiel as you know,you’re sweet and caring and I want to be “intimate” with you.” I chuckled what an awkward way to say you wanna fuck. But Castiel beamed back at me, embracing me tightly.
I finally managed to wrestle off and discard his tie, racing my hands up to intertwine my fingers in his thick, dark hair pulling his lips back on to mine. His lips moved with purpose and passion, enjoying every second of my wonderful, sweet taste. I stumbled back onto the bed, pulling Cas on top of me so I could grind my hips against the growing bulge in his trousers. I chuckled as he let out a deep guttural groan at my movements and he reached down and pulled my t-shirt over my head to reveal more of my figure.
I reached behind my back, removing my bra and tossing it aside as Castiel’s eyes drank me in, I could hear his heart pounding heavily in his chest. He surveyed every inch of me in awe before finally leaning forward pecking my chest with soft kisses, his hands feverishly roaming over my stomach and hips. I moaned as he took my nipple between his lips, licking and sucking while his hand massaged the other breast tenderly. As the sensations sent pleasure through me, his kisses moved lower, making me smile.
Castiel hooked his fingers into the waistband of my shorts and panties, flashing his eyes up to my face to ensure it was still what I wanted. I sent him a smile and nodded down to him.He quickly slid off my remaining clothes. He planted caring kiss on my inner thighs and his finger circled my clit, leaving me moaning his name into the hotel pillow. He moved slowly and deliberately, making the most of the moment slowly slipping a finger into my hot, damp centre. He shuddered with bliss as he felt how excited I was to be with him as he pumped a few times before slipping in another finger, his eyes sparkling as he watched me arch my back at his fantastic touch.
He curled his fingers forward to hit my g-spot as he massaged my walls with his fingers, his lips moving so he could suck my clit, darting his tongue over it for extra amazing sensation. My moans grew louder as he worked, he hummed in approval at the sound of me practically singing his name, which just made me even more sensitive. He felt amazing but I wanted to be closer to him, I pulledhis face back up to mine and quickly undid his trousers, helping him kick them off along with his boxers.
I smiled as I finally got the chance to fully appreciate Castiel’s vessel in all its majesty and grew even hotter feasting my eyes on his toned stomach and hard manhood throbbing between his legs. His lips crashed against mine as I lined him up with my slit, I held his hips to slowly push him inside me. We moved slowly since he was a considerable size and filled me completely but after a few passionate, lustful kisses from Cas I was ready, and bucked my hips against his.
He started tantalisingly slowly, barely even rolling his hips, while his hands explored my body, lifting my legs so that I wrapped them around his waist.
“Faster Castiel, please.” I pleaded and almost came undone just from the look of burning desire in his eyes as he heard my prayer. He picked up the pace, moving quicker and stronger hitting mysweet spots and making me moan with every thrust. I clutched at his muscular back, holding him against me, wanting to hear every gasp and grunt that escaped my angel’s perfect lips. He moaned myname and pored over my blissful smile and the joyful way my eyes shone as he moved, firmly convinced I was the most perfect being in the universe. His own face twisted in pleasure and disbelief that he was finally in bed with me, and I had to force back a chuckle at watching the usually composed and graceful angel coming undone.
He grazed the back of his hand over my tattoo like he was appreciating a masterpiece as he stroked down your front, his fingers stopping between my legs, beginning to rub my clit again, bringing me close to the edge. I wriggled beneath his rough motions, feeling the coil inside me tightening as Castiel moaned incoherent sentences, his words muffled by his heavy breathing and grunt,
“Beautiful…Feel so good…my amazing human…Unreal.” I felt his warmth shoot into me, sending my own orgasm ripping through me. My walls clenched as I tightened my legs around Castiel, riding him to make the most of the intense pleasure washing over me. I had never had an orgasm this strong and it took all my willpower not to scream ‘Oh God’ figuring it might not be the right thing to say in front of an angel of the lord. So I opted for screaming “Oh Castiel.” Instead. I came down from my high and Castiel crashed on the bed next to me, keeping me clutched to his chest in a warm embrace. He kissed my head and nuzzled his face into my hair, fully appreciating the opportunity to have me in his arms after so much time spent admiring me from afar.
“I can see why that is such an intimate act; it is like nothing I have ever felt before. You are truly extraordinary haley.” He beamed, kissing me lovingly and sighing as he regained his breath.
“You’re pretty wonderful too Cas. And if you enjoyed it, we still have time before the world ends entirely, right?” I smirked as my angel’s face lit up even more, looking down at me like I was the centre of his world.
“Yes I liked it very much. We can do it again.” He grinned.
Well then that changed things. I’m ending this chapter here. This was the day in my nightmare world my angel became a light.