“life is so fragile and i’m so scared of getting hurt again but life is to be lived and if I live it on tiptoes then what even is the point of living at all?? these nights were meant for pulling all-nighters to talk to cute boys and sneaking out of the house to smoke until the letters in school books became tiny smiling faces on the page and these days were meant for copying last nights homework that never got done and for blasting music out of your friends car while yelling out every single song lyric and falling in love and falling out of love, but why did no one warn us about the monsters that had climbed out from under our beds and into our heads while we were curling each others hair for that school dance and why were we not told that sometimes people hurt too much to stay in this world anymore and why is it that just a few months ago we were celebrating our friends 16th birthday by bringing flowers to a bench marked with his name?? and oh i’ve learned that it’s possible to live with pain but will things ever be okay again?? I want to plant flowers in the cracks of all of the broken people’s hearts but how can I do that when I inhale and inhale and inhale and still I just can’t seem to breathe”
I just realized something: HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO TAKE A BOOK TO PROM IN CASE I GET BORED I MEAN I DON’T CARE IF IT’S IN JUNE I NEED TO BRING READING MATERIAL *GASPS LOUDLY AND STARES INTO THE VOID*
Oh nooo. But imagine the first time Barry hugs Eddie. Neither knows what came over him, but suddenly Eddie has his arms full of Barry. Barry jumps back & starts making excuses. Eddie lowers his gaze, hiding his smile. ‘It’s okay. I’m here for you.’
HAHAHAHAHA BYE NOW.
Barry just gradually losing all his chill (lol what chill) as he comes to accept Eddie as a friend and just constantly being embarrassed by oh no goodbye this would be the absolute end of me I don’t need this (that’s a lie I need this more than anything fuccckk).
Make you say my name (daddy) slapping that ass so hard from behind then throw you on my bed and Fuck you hard while choking you then do you doggy style while pulling your hair and cum all over your pretty face and mouth...GOD DAMN babe come over
ohh daddy … yeah .. aaaaaahhh aaah aaaaaaaaaah … fuuuuuuuccccck meeee … fuccckk meeeeeeeeeeeeeee haaaaaaaaaaaard … cum all over my face daddy … tear my pussy and asshole