You could ask me, “what is one of your biggest life time struggles you have to deal with on a constant basis?”

And my honest answer would be,

Internal conflict w/ eating or not after I’ve brushed my teeth n in bed


Holding in my pee until tomorrow morning cos I’ve found my comfy place to sleep


Organising my wardrobe by colour/season, ending up as a floordrobe in two days

Such struggle much realness so sadness

I was also tagged by the-floordrobe to do this shuffle music list thingy. Here I go.

"You can tell a lot about someone by the type of music they listen to. Hit shuffle on your iPod, phone, iTunes, media player etc and write down the first 10 songs, then pass it on to 10 people. One rule: no skipping!"

Please note I have a lot of random shit on my itunes. This is in no way indicative of my musical tastes. Thank you.

1. Sex - Sticky Fingers

2. Streets Of Gold - 3OH!3

3. Ooo Baby Baby - Smokey Robinson and The Miracles

4. The Man’s Not Me - Allbrook/Avery

5. Resurrection - The Temper Trap

6. She’s Leaving Home - The Beatles

7. Unsaid Things - McFly

8. Maltida - Alt-J

9. All The TIme - Green Day

10. I Only Want You - Eagles Of Death Metal

Okay, I take it back. This is my music taste in a nutshell. Kinda all over the place, but all good.

I would like to tag juiciferr, for all the late 90s/early 00s pop punk,  and also shboom2464, because I forgot to tag her in the selfies one and I’m interested to see how many would be from the A Very Potter Musical Soundtrack.

I did it, I did it, I fucking did it!!

I cleaned my desk.  Not just the desktop, the underneath area as well.  And now I have a place to study when school starts, and a new planner and new pens, and everything can be found easily… It’s not perfect, but it is so much better than it was even an hour ago, when I decided that I would do a 20/done.  

It’s the only clean spot in my room that is approaching Hoarders levels of disgustingness, but it is a start.  My goal is to keep it clean for the rest of the semester, and slowly clean the rest of my room as well.  I think that a lot of my room will get better once I start on my capsule wardrobe and don’t have as many clothes lying around on my floordrobe.  Tentative goal is to be able to see my floor/move my furniture around by the end of September.

 It feels kind of dumb saying that, because it is over a month away, but I have to balance depression/anxiety/family issues with working full time, going to school, and being on a rescue squad which means that I could be called out at any time.  

Okay, time to shower and get ready for tomorrow, which starts at 5:15 in the morning.  I have a lot of things that I want to do tomorrow, but I know that I’ll be okay if only some of them get done, and I know which ones need to be done.  So that’s a step in the right direction.  I think. 

accidentally posted this to my main blog and about had a heart attack getting it deleted so no one would see. 


So I got tagged by the-floordrobe to do 6 selfies. I have a lot of selfies but they all go straight to my Instagram. Here’s 6 that actually mean something.

1. Myself with Rouby-Roo, the bestest pooch and cuddle buddy around
2. Myself with pikalew on our Gold Coast trip
3. Myself as LSP and pikalew as Finn The Human at GC Supanova
4. pikalew and I at the May The Fourth screening of the original Star Wars trilogy. Our first time seeing it on the big screen.
5. When I finally dyed my hair back to red from purple and it looked awesome.
6. Yesterday, when I kinda made the decision to study graphic design at CATC

So that’s me. I tag pikalew, the selfie king, nottonight, because I don’t see her pretty face enough, and juiciferr, because she’s a babe and also a supreme selfie master.

1. That one thing that you do that annoys yourself so much, but you never stop doing it.

I can’t stop eating chocolate, when I eat one fun sized mars bar, I’ll eat 4. I hate it, but I can’t help it.

2. One movie that you recommend everyone should watch.

Billy Elliot, it’s equally funny and has meaning, so go watch it, like now.
That or Strictly Ballroom, just a funny movie in general.

3. Can you see your floor or is it covered with stuff?

What floor? I like to call it the Floordrobe.

4. Something you’ve always wanted to do.

Sing in front of people at my school, but I’m way to nervous to sign up.

5. Hair dryer or naturally dry?

Naturally Dry, I hate hair dryers, they are just annoying and take ages when it’s supposed to be quick, at least when I let it naturally dry I know it will take ages

6. Headphones or earphones in public?

Earphones, all the way.

7. Favourite type or sweets/lollies?

Snickers bars

8. University/College/Tafe course you want to take/took/are currenty taking? Are you/did you enjoy it?

I want to take the Musical Theatre course at WAPPA

9. Longest running relationship other than family (platonic or romantic)

Friendship- 11 years,
Romantic relationship- 1 month , don’t judge, I’m only 16 hahaha

10. Which of the four nations would you rather control: Air, Water, Earth, Fire? Why?

Fire, I just like the idea of being able to control fire, it’s cool.

11. What did you think of the Toby Maguire Spider-Man films?

Meh, I don’t really like spiderman, I like avengers etc, just not a fan of spiderman.


Floordrobes are a pain in the ass when you have a small room and no time to clean. This morning I was literally jumping from the bed through the door // Found the coolest hoodie at Spitalfields this afternoon (it’s baggier than it looks). I also learn that the cleaning products we have at work are pretty much all the ingredients one would need to make high quality crystal meth and got a very detailed explanation of how to do it. I have the funniest co-workers ever.