I cleaned my desk. Not just the desktop, the underneath area as well. And now I have a place to study when school starts, and a new planner and new pens, and everything can be found easily… It’s not perfect, but it is so much better than it was even an hour ago, when I decided that I would do a 20/done.
It’s the only clean spot in my room that is approaching Hoarders levels of disgustingness, but it is a start. My goal is to keep it clean for the rest of the semester, and slowly clean the rest of my room as well. I think that a lot of my room will get better once I start on my capsule wardrobe and don’t have as many clothes lying around on my floordrobe. Tentative goal is to be able to see my floor/move my furniture around by the end of September.
It feels kind of dumb saying that, because it is over a month away, but I have to balance depression/anxiety/family issues with working full time, going to school, and being on a rescue squad which means that I could be called out at any time.
Okay, time to shower and get ready for tomorrow, which starts at 5:15 in the morning. I have a lot of things that I want to do tomorrow, but I know that I’ll be okay if only some of them get done, and I know which ones need to be done. So that’s a step in the right direction. I think.
accidentally posted this to my main blog and about had a heart attack getting it deleted so no one would see.