finnjonesies

  #my headcanon for jal is that she keeps her cool and she does well in music school like everyone expects her to #but everyone once in awhile at night she climbs into her duvet and just lets it all out #cries for chris and cries for their baby and cries for cassie and sid and chelle and tony #cries for anwar and maxxie #cries for her mum and her brothers #even her dad #just cries for everything that she’s lost #because she wants to be strong #but if she doesn’t cry about once in a while #she’ll forget #and her greatest fear is forgetting what she had with chris#how she felt and how happy he made her #which #in my mind #is probably the happiest she’s ever been #and ever will be 

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