omg omg omg omg thank
like a lot of people who congregate to tumblr I’m generally pretty sad and/or anxious, but I sort of hit a sadness critical mass a couple weeks ago and decided to stop giving a shit about everything, and that alleviated a lot of the art performance anxiety I had, making it a hell of a lot easier to just. sit here for several hours and draw. which is important. the hours you sit here drawing are like paying your dues, you have to put in the time if you want to progress. and I’ve always known that, but I’ve also cared so much that when the first few lines came out all fucky I’d cry like a big baby over it and give up.
I have a loooong way to go but the way I see it if I just churn out a lot of drawings now, I’ll have a lot to choose from in a year, or two years, to redraw and compare. I’m very excited.