Do you ever just remember small comments people made before, and you just keep thinking about it forever and ever?

I keep remembering when a teacher in my school saw me again after year, and she told me how I was ugly last year and looked much better now.

After that I became obsessed pics from last year, and I just kept noticing how I was indeed extremely ugly. Now I just keeping thinking how I survived being that ugly. Long white hair, disgusting eyebrows, and beady eyes. It was before I started wearing makeup everday. 

I’m  just wondering if so many people are also thinking that I’m extremely ugly now, and in the future I will hate myself again for this disgustingness?

I haven’t stopped thinking about this in such a long time.

No regrets about wearing makeup everyday.