Because you’re my person and if I’m gonna do this with him - be whole and healthy and be a warm gooey person that lives with a boy then I need you. I need you on board. I need you to cheer me on. Because you’re the only one that knows me.. darkly.. really knows me. I need you to say that I can do this, because if you abandon me then I can’t do this. And then I can never get my happy ending.