FREE!ES RinHaru Moments [eps 10 - 12]

Just one more to go! As per usual, I’ll be including: 

  • Interactions
  • Them being in each other’s thoughts
  • Looks
  • Third party commentary
  • Parallels
  • Flashbacks shots and similar imagery (regardless of context)

Please do let me know if I missed anything~!

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♒ Episode 10


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"I’ve been treated so wrong
I’ve been treated so long
as if I’m becoming untouchable

contempt loves the silence
it thrives in the dark
with fine winding tendrils
that strangle the heart”


"How could you do that?"

It’s crazy to think that this album turns 10 today. A fucking decade. I was in 5th grade when my neighbor brought the CD over and showed it to me for the first time. It was like nothing I’d ever heard, and I can honestly say that my life changed from that day forward.

I owe so much to this album and this band. I grew up with American Idiot and I feel like it’s been a part of me for a long time now. Every time I listen to it, I feel so much nostalgia. But it’s all good feelings. I think about my childhood and how much I’ve changed since then. I think about my walls being covered in pictures and posters and how I’d jump around my room with the music turned up way too loud. I can’t help but smile when that stuff comes to mind.

I have so many memories attached to American Idiot, and there’s not a single one that I want to forget.

      Dear Fanfiction authors,

           I love you — you’re fantastic, wonderful, gorgeous, and I admire you
          for  being dedicated to your writing despite  what may be happening 
          in your life; the good and bad. (◡‿◡✿)         

          But, as readers — we have only one heart and not enough duct tape 
          and  thread to  stitch  our  hearts  back together  after you destroy it 
          486763 times. Please be considerate and gentle. (⊙‿⊙✿)

                                                                           Love, your readers. 

as much as i can’t wait for bh6

i rly do enjoy the anticipation of waiting for new content and seeing how excited the fandom gets and we all laugh together and cry together and love how small and cute the fandom is rn

but when the movie comes out like everyones gonna see it and the fandom will grow and it probs wont be like frozen where we’ll keep getting new content forever

and part of me wishes it could be like this forever, u feel me??

I know people may think that dedicating a lot of your time to a tv show or a book or anything is ‘obsessive’ and ‘sad’, and all the rest. But did you ever stop to think that maybe the reason why we’re so involved in these tv shows and plot lines is because the reality we are in is too overwhelming to live in, so we decide to live through someone else’s story? someone else’s world? Because I know I would.


Ich bin am Ende meines Lebens angekommen. Ich bin diesmal wirklich am Ende. Okay, vielleicht noch nicht ganz, aber ich bin verdammt nah dran. Sinnlos ist mein Leben sowieso. Und “Leben” kann ich es auch nicht nennen. Existenz trifft es besser. Meine Existenz macht mich fertig. Sie treibt mich in den Wahnsinn, denn was ist der Sinn des ganzen? - Genau, es gibt keinen. Man stibt eh irgendwann, also für was das ganze?
Ich brauche Zeit für mich, doch die bekomm ich nicht. Also gibt es nur noch das eine für mich. Das unbeschwerte schwarze Ende wartet auf mich. Ich sehne mich so sehr dannach, und ich komme ihm immer näher.