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Title: Die Ente Magd

Author: emid

Fandom: Princess Tutu

Summary: There is always a heroine and a villainess, and the villainess always gets her just rewards.

okay y’all I know you’re all riding high on TSG right now, and you rightfully should be, because Shelby and Taz are amazing

BUT HOLD IT RIGHT THERE

because you need to drop what you’re doing and read THIS STORY

THIS WAS MY YULETIDE GIFT AND I AM AN ASSHOLE BECAUSE I KEPT FORGETTING TO TELL EVERYONE THAT IT IS

LITERALLY

EVERYTHING

I’VE EVER WANTED

IT IS ABOUT AHIRU AND RUE AND THEIR UNDYING LOVE FOR EACHOTHER AND ALSO THEIR BOYFRIENDS

AND ALSO THE NATURE OF STORYTELLING AND THE NATURE OF VILLAINY AND THE CRUEL WHEEL OF FATE BEING BROKEN BY LOVE AND

GUYS IF YOU LOVE ME AND IF YOU LOVE PRINCESS TUTU YOU MUST READ THIS FIC TRUST ME ON THIS!

Post-Service Thoughts

So this was not my first time on a service trip, but it was definitely my first time leading one. It was a really interesting experience!

I LOVED the students we led. Just loved them. They surprised me constantly, and I am so proud to have met every single one of them. I wish I had been that awesome and well-rounded in high school- how different my life would have been! They will all move on to do great things; of this I am absolutely certain.

One of the amazing things I’ve found out about life is that there’s always something to learn; something new to discover. It’s interesting to think of myself as I am now, in that I used to be the girl who would sit in a corner with a book, never speaking, and barely noticing the world going by. When I discovered the things that I was passionate about, I realized I would have to change in order to make a positive impact with those things. But there’s always a middle ground, which is something I’m not very good with in my own life. I’m GREAT at conflict management with other people (read: social worker), but for me… I’m either THE leader, or a follower. I’m either silent, or shouting. I’m either doing nothing, or everything.

So these are things I’m still learning. (Perhaps if I talked to people more as a child, instead of reading, I would have learned these things before! Lol.) As it is… I need to work on communicating with people still. I’m a great listener, but I know I have the tendency to get overexcited about my opinions. I’m getting better at holding my tongue and letting people flush their ideas out; I just get impatient sometimes. Also, I usually get the feeling that if I don’t say my piece right away, it won’t be heard. On the other hand, sometimes I feel like it’s just better/easier if I do what needs to get done so others don’t have to worry about it. This satisfies me because I like doing work and I like knowing it’s done, and other people get to chill. However, I also have the tendency to get overzealous about this as well… So I wind up doing things and not communicating with people, all because it’s easier for me. But that doesn’t mean it’s easier for other people. I need to be more conscious about how my strong work ethic effects others; because it’s not always a good thing.

My biggest struggle seems to still be my trust issues. Every time I think I’m getting better, something comes along and shows me that I’m not quite there yet. I realized a few years ago how they were harming me, but I never before realized that they could harm other people. Which is something that really bothers me. One day I will be better, though. It’s a constant struggle… but maybe one day it won’t be so life-dominating.

I’m really glad I’ll be starting my new child care job soon; I just really love taking care of people. I also really hope I get to lead a college Pay It Forward Tour next spring break. I want to take the lessons I learned on this trip, incorporate them into my life, and see if I can do a better job as a leader next time. I’m disappointed with myself for this one… I want to be better at it and be able to walk away with no regrets. Though… I should never think of a learning experience as something to regret. It is what it is.

I’m taking a lot of really great things away from this trip, which is why I love service trips SO much. Not only is it just something I honestly love in every way, but it also impacts me irrevocably each time. Whenever I walk away from one of these, I walk away a better person. And it’s because of all the people around me who are doing these great things, and the lessons they teach me.

<3

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<3 I’m too excited to sleep!

Tomorrow I embark to help lead a high school Pay It Forward Tour through Students Today Leaders Forever- the same organization through the University of Minnesota I traveled with during Spring Break 2011. Basically, me and five other students (not necessarily from the U) are leading roughly 40 high school students through a few different states for volunteer projects till we land in St. Louis- which I haven’t been to in a long time.

Traveling and volunteering are two of my absolute favorite things to do in the world- and with such a great group of students! I’m so fucking excited. This is the perfect lead-in to the rest of what will be, I’m sure, a fantastic and busy summer.

Basically: my life is awesome. How can one person be so lucky? :)

<3

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