Kayleigh i need you now, and i will always need you.
My Kayleigh i need you , know and i will always need you.
My guilt is litteraly eating me alive now. after our long talk yesterday i told you i would make more time, and since i’m traveling in two days i really needed my kayleigh talk. I know i have had so little time, and i realised that extra today. i want you to know that i have been thinking about you alot today, and i love you with all my heart. I wish we could have had our talk i really have a kayleigh miss you feeling and specially now. I’m so emotional right now. I can never really tell you in words how much i love you and how much i need you. I do really need you more and more for every day, and i hope you know , that is never ever gonna change. nobody knows me better then you do, and nobody gets me better then you do. I thank God everyday for giving me someone like you in my life. when i needed you the most you came, and you stayed. and that is something i’m forever gonna be gratefull for.i can never ever repay you for everything that you have done for me, you have helped me becoming a better and stronger person. you helpe on my way from hell and unhappines, to happines. you helped me to where i am today. When i lose myself you bring me back again. Forever gonna be gratefull for that.
When we talked about Kids, and our future, it really made me think, like one day we are gonna get married, have kids, own house, raise a life, and i know for sure that when these days come you will stand right next to me. You are gonna be my maid of honor, you are still gonna be my person. When i stand right next to my husband on the beach and looking at the sun going down, i want to turn my head and see my kayleigh smiling back at me. that is gonna be the most precious moment of my life, and i’m gonna share it with you i know i will. i have shared my life with you and i’m gonna continue doing that. I hope you will continue sharing your life with me aswell, because i fucking love hearing about your days, and your stories. I love knowng how you are, and i love it when you tell me how much your brother and sister pisses you off, because you love them to death and its funny. you are such a precious person and just no words for you my kayleigh. my friendship for you will never change. never, after all the things we have been trough, nothing can break us
I’m a strong person, You are a stronger person, and toghether we are SUPER STRONG.
Truth is your the best friend someone can ask for. It feels like I’ve known you forever. You’ve always knew how to cheer me up when I’m down. I’ll always remember the times we laughed so hard, we couldnt stop. The memories, the fun, the moments, the laughs, the jokes , I’ll never forget them. I know we fought and argued sometimes but that only made our friendship stronger. As long as we are living, no matter when or where, if you ever need me I’ll be there because you’ve been there for me. Of all the friends I’ve ever met, you’re the one I won’t forget. You’re the one i’m never gonna replace, You’re the one i know will never let me down. and you are my person, My bestfriend, My angel, ♥