"What was going through your mind when you found me?" Robyn asks as we’re in the car to our next destination.
I tense thinking about that night I found her bruised, battered and blood all over her. I promised myself I wouldn’t go back to the night.
"I… I was scared. I was still young you know? I was just supposed to be going to this girl’s house and talk to her about music possibly a collab. I walked in and saw you on that floor… almost giving up. I saw you and saw my mother, I just knew I needed to save you so it was like I saved her in away y’know?" I glance back her and she nods with a far away expression on her face.
"I can never tell you enough how much I appreciate you for that. Can I tell you something?" She asks and I nod quickly. "When I was out for all that time… I had this dream, you were in it and there was the prettiest little girl and these two doors. You were at one and she was at another. I wanted to go to you but something was pulling me towards her so I went to her. She smiles, gives me a hug, she had the greenest eyes, she looked just like me I swear. She tells me "mommy, go with the nice man. I’ll be okay." She says mommy so of course I’m like no I’m not leaving her. Y’know?" She stops talking and looks at me for understanding.
"So she says "Come on mommy. You have to go before it’s too late. Don’t worry mommy. He’s a nice man, he loves you and he’s going to give me brothers and sisters." It was the cutest thing, she squealed sounding just like me. She gave me a big hug and kiss and told me to be nice to her new daddy." Robyn chuckles wiping her tears away with one hand as I bring the other one to my lips.
"That was your our daughter." I state kissing her hand causing her to sigh.
I tell her this because if she didn’t lose the baby, I would’ve raised her as my own. It didn’t matter that I didn’t know her, I would’ve done it.
I don’t know how I’ll tell him that they reopened the murder case. Apparently, they found new evidence that shows it was premeditated. Luckily, my lawyer has managed to get it as a consultation and not a trial. He used the fact that it’ll draw too much negative attention to the court as well as the police because I’m a popular celebrity whose pregnant.
My lawyer told me they dug up everything and when I say everything I mean everything from my past. Stuff that I haven’t even managed to tell Chris about yet.
I just know when he finds out he’ll think of me differently.
"The anniversary is soon. Isn’t it?" He questions taking me out of my thoughts and I nod.
What people don’t realize is that they don’t know Robyn, the broken island girl, they know Rihanna, careless party girl.
Robyn has a lot of hurt and pain in her heart where as Rihanna has skeletons, her reason for her careless attitude.
What people also don’t realize is my music always connect with some point in my life. It may not seem like it but there’s more than what meets the eye.
"Chris I know you ain’t take me to ya side bitch house." I joke trying to get away from the solemn mood as I admire the big beach house standing secluded.
It’s so cute and bad ass. It’s made of straight glass with white and wood trimmings, it kind’ve looks like James Bond’s house but bigger.
"Well here the keys to ya house, side bitch." He dangles the keys in my face as I glare at him for calling me a bitch.
"DIS MINE?!" I squeal before snatching the keys and throwing the car door open. "Imma let the fact that you called me a bitch slide."
I try to get out as fast as I can, which isn’t fast at all considering the fact that I have two people in my belly!
"You need help?" He asks amused and way him off as I speed walk to the door.
I unlock the door and see all of out stuff moved in, matching the white and wood in the house perfectly.
"CHRIS! OH MY GOD!" I scream as I walk around on my new hardwood floors. "When did you do this?"
"Today." He shrugs nonchalantly making me roll my eyes.
"Chris look at this fucking living room!" I saw in awe there’s the worlds sexiest white and glass staircase.
Then there’s steps that leads to an indoor patio which leads to this huge ass glass doors that opens to the beach which happens to be our backyard.
"Wait til you see our bedroom. It’s has the perfect view of the beach with a sitting area and you’re going to love our bathroom it looks like a sauna." He says as I walk towards him.
"How many bedrooms?" I ask wrapping my arms around him. "I see there’s an outdoor pool is there an indoor?"
"Eight and yeah, a theatre room, game room, and a basketball court." He says as I untuck his shirt and start to unbutton it.
"So… We have a total of thirteen rooms to break in. Kitchen first?" I ask as I fling his dress shirt away from him. "You won’t be needing that."
He looks at me with pure lust in his eyes before he presses his lips to mine. His hands roam my body as I hear a tear.
"Yew rip me dress?" I ask breathlessly as he continues to tear it in half.
"I’ll buy you another one." He grabs me by my neck and pushes my lips back to his.
Somehow as our tongues are fighting for dominance, we make it to the big glass door. I gasp at the cool feeling on my bare back.
"I see mommy and daddy had some fun last night." Robyn’s doctor points out as Robyn lifts her sundress.
I marked her ass up, she got hickeys everywhere. Not one spot on her body was left untouched.
She got hand prints all on her ass, I put in work last night.
"Sure did." I beam at her and Robyn blushes.
Shit as soon as we got in the house it was on. We ain’t stop til about eight this morning now it’s about five in the afternoon, we got up like an hour ago.
"Okay let’s see how the babies are doing." She says squirting the gel on Robyn’s belly making her gasp from the coolness. "There’s baby A. You wanna know the sex?"
The babies heartbeat comes in strong causing my heart warm. I swear I’ll never get tired of hearing that sound.
"Yes." Robyn answers for us and her doctor nods before moving the camera thing around.
"Okay… Baby A looks like a girl and baby B is… another girl!" She beams at Robyn and I.
My eyes widen as a smile form on my face, two baby girls, two little Robyn’s.
Oh shit, two Robyn’s.
I can only imagine the attitudes I’ll have to deal with in the future.
"Two girls." I mumble and look at Robyn who’s wiping her tears. "Why you crying baby?"
"Because they’re going to have my nasty ass attitude!" She whines making me laugh cause I was just thinking the same thing.
Her doctor chuckles as she wipes the gel off of Robyn.
"You’re doing good. The babies look healthy. You having any problems?" She asks as Robyn pulls her dress back down.
"My back has be fucking killing me but that’s it." She says attempting to sit up by herself but I pull her up.
"Maybe if you sat down and didn’t wear heels every damn day." I point out causing her to stick up her middle finger.
"He’s right Mrs. Brown. If you don’t slow down I’ll gave to order you for bed rest until your due date." Robyn eyes widen.
"B- but but I have to get the nursery together. We just found out we’re having girls, I need to go shopping! We all need matching black and gold Versace outfits like I can’t do that from in the house." Robyn says shaking her head.
The babies not even here yet and she planning matching family outfits.
"Okay then. No more heels and if you’re out for more than two hours I need you to sit for an hour." Her doctor bargains with her making her huff in frustration.
"Fine." She pouts as kiss the tip of her nose.
"Okay. I’ll hold you to it. Mr. Brown, I know you’ll stay on it." I nod quickly making Robyn roll her eyes. "See you in a month Mr. and Mrs. Brown."
"Hey mommy." I answer my phone as Chris and I make our way back home.
We made up not too long ago. I called her crying and apologizing, she forgave me and I flew her out to me during the three months Chris and I were on a break.
"How was ya ‘pointment?" She asks as Chris squeezes my thigh. "What ya having?"
"Two girls!" I say excitedly and I hear her praying to Jah.
"Double yew? Lemme pray for Chreesthpa. Jah himself cannot even help dat chile." She says taking making my jaw drop and Chris starts to laugh.
She’s so fake man. How she talking about her own child?
"Mommy! Mi not dat bad!" I say causing her and Chris to start cackling.
"Chileeeeeee!" She starts laughing again.
"You know what? Imma call My other mommy! Bye!" I say about to hang up on her but I hear my name.
"Robyn Rihanna Fenty!" My eyes widen then I smirk.
"Mi no Fenty no more! Mi Brown!" I inform her and I can see her rolling her eyes.
"Fenty-Brown. Better?" She says but I smirk shaking my head.
I changed my name recently, I switched everything to Robyn Brown. I gave most of Fenty Inc. to Rajad, he’ll receive it when he turns eighteen.
"Nope. Just Brown now." I inform both her and Chris, who I know is happy as hell right now.
"Ooh. Yew fancy." She says making me laugh as we pull up in front of my new house.
I still can’t get over Chris. He’s so special to me. If for some reason we don’t workout, I know I’ll never stop loving him.
"Mommy, I’ll call you later. You should get the baby shower invites by Friday."
"Mm okay baby. Be safe. Love all four of ya." She says before hanging up.
"Just Brown huh?" He asks opening my door and I nod.