anonymous said:

Last Friday I got drunk and have 3-4 hours I only remember tidbits. I rember having sex with someone, no idea how I met them. I think I said yes and I don't remember what happened just that I had sex. I know it happened but I don't remember any of it if you know what I mean. I I honestly don't even know how I should feel about this...

We all sometimes have this bad moments. The way you should feel about this ? There is no good or bad way to feel about it. If it was consensual tne you should look at it as a one night stand, maybe he was drunk too, maybe it was just two drunk people hooking up, it happens.

You should do some blood tests honey. You need to see if you are clean for STD’s, and pregnancy test (unless you have the memory of using a condom). This is mainly as a precaution, I don’t want to scare you , it’s just the normal routine in this kind of situation.

Unless this memories haunt you , or they reveal something traumatic and/or ilegal ,then I wouldn’t worry too much about it. We all have our drunk moments sweetie, and they don’t change you as a person , and they do not define you . You live and learn

~ bea

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“I’ve never been lonely. I’ve been in a room — I’ve felt suicidal. I’ve been depressed. I’ve felt awful — awful beyond all — but I never felt that one other person could enter that room and cure what was bothering me…or that any number of people could enter that room. In other words, loneliness is something I’ve never been bothered with because I’ve always had this terrible itch for solitude. It’s being at a party, or at a stadium full of people cheering for something, that I might feel loneliness. I’ll quote Ibsen, “The strongest men are the most alone.” I’ve never thought, “Well, some beautiful blonde will come in here and give me a fuck-job, rub my balls, and I’ll feel good.” No, that won’t help. You know the typical crowd, “Wow, it’s Friday night, what are you going to do? Just sit there?” Well, yeah. Because there’s nothing out there. It’s stupidity. Stupid people mingling with stupid people. Let them stupidify themselves. I’ve never been bothered with the need to rush out into the night. I hid in bars, because I didn’t want to hide in factories. That’s all. Sorry for all the millions, but I’ve never been lonely. I like myself. I’m the best form of entertainment I have. Let’s drink more wine!”

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