part 1 here (x) - C
It’s been a week since the day I met Aubrey and we kissed, I stopped in the middle of the kiss went inside and closed the door and I’ve been trying to avoid him since. I feel really bad for just leaving him infront of my house without explanation on why exactly I stopped, but I’m just not ready to be in a relashionship with someone and I know I could’ve just told him that but then he would probably try to be friends with me and then I would catch feelings for him and I really didn’t want to put myself in that situation. I didn’t tell Rihanna about the whole kissing thing because I know she would be all up my ass talking about how I should just date him and give him a chance, and I just don’t have time for that
"Nic, what class you got next?" rih says while taking some books out her locker
"Ah okay, we won’t be in the same class then, see you later boo" she says then gives me a hug, I hug her back then walk to my next class I walk in the classroom just to see that everyone is already there and that there’s only one seat left. Next to Aubrey.. great. I walk to the empty seat and sit down pretending not to see him. I try to pay attention to what the teacher is saying but I can feel him staring at me.
"Onika" Aubrey whispers but I pretend I don’t hear him and keep listening to what the teacher is saying.
"Onika" he says once again but I just ignore him.
I can’t deal with him anymore I gotta leave this classroom. I raise my hand and ask the teacher if I can go to the bathroom, she nods. I get up and walk out of the class then sign in relief, never in my life have I ever felt so uncomfortable. I walk to the girls bathroom and check my make-up in the mirror.
"Onika we gotta talk" I hear someone say, I turn around just to see aubrey standing infront of me. Are you kidding me?! what is he even doing in the girls bathroom.
"Go ahead, it must be really damn important if you gotta go in the girls bathroom for it"
"You’ve been avoiding me"
"No I haven’t"
"You have, I tried talking to you in class but you were ignoring me"
"I wasn’t ignoring you, I just didn’t want to get detention again"
"well, are you going to explain to me why you just closed the door in my face the other night?"
"No, now leave me alone"
"I ain’t leaving you alone till you tell me"
"There is nothing to tell" I say and brush past him about to walk out but he grabs my arm and pushes me against the wall standing extremely close to me.
"Don’t be acting like you didn’t feel nothing between us when we kissed"
"I wasn’t acting, I just really didn’t. now get ou of my wa-" I start but get cut off when he kisses me. he breaks the kiss and looks straight into my eyes.. maybe he was right, there was something between us and I knew there was but I’ve just been trying to deny it that’s why I’ve been avoiding him.
"You still think there’s nothing between us?" he says his face still close to mine
I sign “There is but-“
"But what, Onika?"
"I don’t wanna be in a relationship right now"
"I just don’t"
"fine" he says and moves out of the way so I can leave, I look at him one last time then walk out back to the classroom. Maybe now he’ll finally leave me alone.
I really thought getting Nicki to be my girlfriend would be way easier, but it’s not. she told me she didn’t wanna be in a relationship but didn’t explain to me why, so I won’t stop till she says yes or gives me a good reason. The rest of the school day I left her alone so I bet she thinks I gave up, but I haven’t. I know that sounds extremely creepy but something about her just makes me want to be with her all the time which is weird because I’ve never been that kinda guy to go after a girl like that, but she’s different. After school I decided to go to her house, to hang out with her.. as a friend, there’s nothing wrong with that right? I walk up the steps and knock on the door waiting for someone to answer. a lady that looks like an older version of Nicki, I bet that’s her mother, opens the door.
"Hey, I’m Aubrey a friend of Onika. Is she home?" I ask.
"I’m Carol, Onika’s mother. And yes she is, why?"
"uhmm.. we were supposed to make homework together after school" I lie just wanting to see nicki
"Oh well come in, she is upstairs second room" she says while moving aside to let me in.
"Thank you" I give her a smile and walk upstairs to Nicki’s room then knock on it, she opens the door and looks at me confused and angry at the same time.
"What are you doing here?! how did you even get in??"
"Your mom let me in, and I just came here to hang out with you"
"I didn’t even invite you to come here, so you just gonna walk into peoples houses and force them to hang out with you?"
"I guess so, but just to hang out as friends"
"Fine, whatever. come in" She moves aside and let’s me in then closes the door. I sit on her bed as she sits next to me and goes on her laptop doing whatever.
"Sooo.. What are we going to do?" I say feeling a little awkward.
"Nothing, what do you think I am entertainment or something? I wasn’t the one that wanted to hang out" she snaps
"damn girl, why are you always so rude towards me?"
"Cuz I don’t like you"
"Stop lying you do like me" I say and give her a smile, she just rolls her eyes.
"Why don’t you wanna be in a relationship?" I ask
She groans “Don’t you start”
"Start what I’m not starting anything"
"Yes you are! I already told you why"
"No you didn’t"
"Yes I did"
"No you didn’t, you said ‘I just don’t’. That’s not a good reason"
"yes it is.."
"It’s not Onika, I’m not leaving till you tell me"
"Fine, then you’re staying here all day because I’m not saying a word"
"So you want me to stay?"
"I never said that"
"You basically did, cuz if you didn’t want me to stay you’d tell me. Ha! you like me but you’re denying it" I give her a funny smile and wiggle my eyebrows.
"You like me Onika, just say it" I say smiling poking her shoulder. she tries her hardest not to laugh.
"I hate you"
"Because, I’m trying to be mad at you but you keep doing dumb shit that makes me laugh, you’re so annoying"
"Why are you trying to be mad at me?"
"Why do ask so many questions?"
"Because I’m interested"
"Yes really" I say. and for the first time she smiles at me showing off her dimples, I smile back. I knew I was falling for her but seeing her smile made me fall for her even more.
"You should go home now"
"Because I’m tired and I wanna sleep"
We walk downstairs and she walks with me to the door. she opens the door and I walk out.
"So I’ll see you tomorrow at school?"
"You sure will" She says then smiles at me. I lean in to kiss her and so does she, right when we are about the kiss she backs away then slams the door in my face and I can here her laugh at the other side of the door. a second later I receive a text message, I take my phone out of my pocket and read it..
Onika: Just friends, remember? ;)
I smile at my phone. Damn this is going to be a long road for us…
I didn’t like this at all, it’s kinda short, pauz. but I hope you guys enjoyed it, part 3 or nahhhh?? - C