don't mind me just going to cry

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Dear Matt,

I was just another girl in that huge line at Amoeba Music two years ago. I smiled and asked you and Karen, “Can you sign my bow tie?”

"Of course we can sign your bow tie!" You grinned at me.

I know I probably looked completely calm, but I was shaking and my heart was hammering. Meeting you meant so, so, much to me.

Because you don’t know, but saved my life. You, and your Doctor, saved me. Those years were the hardest I’ve ever had to live through. But I had Doctor Who— I had the Doctor and Amy in the TARDIS, and whenever I watched an episode (or had a day-long marathon— too many of those than I’d care to admit, haha), I felt so much better. I could escape, if only for a little while.

So thank you, Matt. Thank you for playing the Doctor. Thank you for those long hours on youtube watching your silly interviews. Thank you for the Christmases where the Doctor Who specials were the perfect present. Thank you (and Karen!) for signing my bow tie. Thank you for for being you. 

I will miss seeing your Doctor, my Doctor, my raggedy man on my television screen. But I can’t wait to see where your acting career takes you.

Love,

Monica.

#the way he’s looking at her #and the fact that he’s always there for her #and that she knows it and LITERALLY FEELS SAFE IN HIS HANDS #don’t mind me #i’m just going to cry in a corner or something

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EDIT: In case people actually do go to my original post, I’m reposting this so less people misunderstand..hopefully.

OMG YOU GUYS CHILL!! I had no idea this was going to blow up and get out of hand. For the record, I like SHINee and enjoyed their MV so I’m not hating on or disregarding them in any way. They definitely have their right to a comeback and you should all enjoy it to the fullest, yay! Also, I was not trying to “whine” and make this all about EXO. I seriously just made this for fun because I noticed this and it gave me misplaced feels since hexagons do this to me now, which is my problem. I’ve waited longer for comebacks so I actually don’t really mind, sorry if I came off as a delusional EXO stan. Don’t take my post so seriously, and just go enjoy SHINee’s comeback. You know both groups love and support each other if you’ve seen how they interact, so please stop the fanwars! Thank you :)

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Parallels: pilot’s den, 2.01//4.15. Well you do believe people can change, don’t you John?

strong enough to leave you, but weak enough to need you, cared enough to let you walk away
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a kick in the teeth is good for some

But Felix’s first ever kill. Pulling the trigger and watching a person or an alien drop dead a few meters away. He stops to assess the damage, just to make sure he has in fact done what he thought he has. Death was swift, the threat was neutralized, just like that, at his hands, solely due to his skill, his training. He had been quicker, better, stronger than whoever had been at the end of the barrel. 

Someone shouts at him to get a move on; they’re on a battlefield after all, this isn’t the time to admire your successes.  

But his thoughts drift back to that moment for months to come. Every well aimed shot is a potential kill. Every kill increases his rate of survival. The more potent he is with a weapon, the longer his life expectancy. He smiles in the darkness before he falls asleep. Now that’s a great goal to aim for. 

Felix’s first ever kill. (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

*insert another post where I wonder where all the Ereri dirty talk fics are* please let’s have a dirty talk celebration day where everyone writes a fic or a drabble or three sentences to celebrate dirty talk and show it the appreciation it deserves and I can assure you 100% beyond any doubt that all of our lives will be better

Why do all my lovely hot interracial couples get fucked over?

Dacey went flying off the rails and crashed and burned because of shitty writing and Jo’s black hole vagina.

Jorian got canceled.

And I’m about 90% sure that Sleepy Hollow’s going to become the Katrina show.

Okay, there’s this part in The Lawless that absolutely kills me.

When Maul stabs Satine with the darksaber, there’s this moment where Obi-Wan and Satine just kind of look at eachother for about three seconds and Satine actually reaches out toward Obi-Wan- like she still thinks he can save her, even though it’s too late. As she said in Season 2, he’s her “knight in shining armour” and every time they’ve met, he’s saved her in some way. And here, she’s reaching out to him, as if he can somehow save her again.

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