Ever have a crush on the worst person you could ever have a crush on? Like you can’t stop thinking about what they’re up to, or how they’re doing today, that afternoon, that very minute your thinking about them. You could never ever tell them the truth, because people will think things about you. You play out these situations in your head, like fantasies that are always perfect and the way you want reality to go. In reality you’re actually nothing to that person, and you know you can’t be anything to that person. So you cry on your way home from work, and you stay up late completely frustrated with your thoughts. Its just a crush right? Then why has it been so long? Shouldn’t I have moved on by now?