do not disappoint me show

From everyone in the world, would someone know the answer?             Why do difficulties arise all at once?                    
A disappointing day for me 
I hate to show tears, so I look up meaninglessly at the night sky
Through the tiny crack of the door left open
A loneliness bigger than sadness comes closer to me
Good job, on another day
Even if no one takes interest in your sadness
I’m still cheering for you
Good job, on another day
There is light, for sure there is
—  me to myself