When I look at myself as a person, I realize how easy it is for me to make mistakes. How at the exact moment of a situation I can avoid my friend. By friend I mean my conscience. How I can lock him away in a bottomless box, and not look back until after the deed is done and say to him into the darkness as he plummets, “You were right. I made the wrong decision. I thought of what was in front of me, and not what means the most to me. If only I could bring you back.” How I wish I could better myself….
- Must quit cigarettes (for real this time)
- Have to cut down on my alcohol consumption (I have a problem)
- Move on with my life. ( I’m not a child anymore)
- Pray, just pray, that everything is going to be alright.
I only hope that a good nights sleep can bring me out of the slump I find myself in.