so my trich has practically been displaced by derma. which is okay…. id rather pick marks then pull patches. it was always one or the other but now since the meds i dont ever have the urge to pull… its just a hand habit which i catch myself doing sometimes…

yesterday i went downstairs in the morning wearing PJ shorts and my mum saw my tighs, theres pick marks and my boyfriend saw them yesterday. they seem disappointed but to me this is really controlled now…i suppose skin scars, whereas hair grows…

either way it seem like pick marks look more normal than patches. it isnt bothering me as much as it used to at all, well up to yesterday with mum and matt. sometimes im really torn with  being on these meds but its like my trich switch has been turned off which was something i had lost hope for. so hooray?