I was hoping, maybe just maybe. You would chose me, but she was pretty and I was broken, her smile was like sunshine and mine didn’t reflect the dimmest of lights. I knew I shouldn’t of opened up, I knew I shouldn’t of believed you when you said I was beautiful, but the smile that sat upon your face as you said you loved me set a fire in my soul that cannot die. Only the words like ‘you never meant a thing’ could stop the way I felt, but I didn’t even get a goodbye, you just fucking left. And I trusted you, I really did. But my words aren’t worth enough for you to waste your time, I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough.
—  this fucking hurts (via)
And sometimes it hits me out of nowhere. All of a sudden this overwhelming sadness rushes over me. And I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad and hurt. And once again, I feel numb to the world.
—  Anonymous.