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1/27 Tesseract Plays A Text Adventure Game

> LOOK
You are in the back pasture. A human is here repairing a fence. You see a feral cat, a chicken, a chicken, a chicken, a roll of fencing wire, and a pair of fencing pliers.

> TAKE PLIERS
You pick up the fencing pliers.

> USE PLIERS
Use pliers on what?

> USE PLIERS ON BUTT
I don’t know the word “butt”.

> USE PLIERS ON REAR END
I don’t know the word “rear”.

> POSTERIOR 
I don’t know the word “posterior”

> ASDFASDFASDF
You have been eaten by a chicken. Play again? (Y / N)

2015.02.28.

また随分と書かない日が続いたなあ。
最近はなんだか億劫になっていたさね。

久しぶりにパンゲアに行ってきた。
久しぶりとは言っても今日で2回目。
なんだか急に行きたくなったのデシタ。

読みかけの小説を読んでいた。
1人でいると、
まるで待っているみたいだなと思った。
誰をでもなく何をでもなく、
それをでもこれをでもなく、
でも待っているようなそんな風だ。
なんでだろうなあ〜と考えていた。
今も考えている。

パンゲアを出たあとは
よく行くカメラ屋さんにお邪魔。
僕はどうしても
コンパクトカメラに惹かれてしまう。
今日もひとつ欲しくなってしまった。
買おうかな。いや買うまいかな。
んん〜ん、いや、買おうかなあ。
うう〜ん、やっぱ買うまいかなあ。
(なんだか買いそうな気がしている。)

一日中カメラを持ち歩いて
おっ!とか、むっ!とか、ぬっ!とか
思ったものを撮っていた。
気づきはいつも、ちっちゃい つ。
平穏な土曜日だった。
とても晴れて、少しだけ寒い日。
2月も今日で終わりだ。

お酒をちびちび飲みながら本を読んで、
もしできれば夜更かしをして、
あれこれと考えながら(考えないで)、
眠ろう。きっといい夢を見て、起きて、
明日もまた写真を撮る。おやすみっす!

1/24 Yesterday the Blue Haired Girlfriend’s calendar informed her it was a Good Day To Be Killed By Allergic Reactions, so she picked up the Feral Cat Who Doesn’t Know How To Feral and carried him around and pet him for about twenty minutes straight.

Completely unrelatedly, today it is utterly impossible to get anything done outside because whenever I stand still for ten seconds, a small grey lump with big pleading eyes appears on top of my foot. 

#day 406 #daily #sketch #challenge #art #illustration #sketching #sketchbook #drawing #doodle #ink I figured this story would take a week but I guess it’s time to close this arc and jump to another. I think the last thoughts though is that I believe the youngest is pretty intelligent. Definitely one of my favorites. I remember fond memories of chatting about Shakespeare in middle school with him and a calculator he gave me that I had and still use for over a decade. He’s a spiritualist, but unfortunately… He makes a lot of bad and risky decisions because of alcohol. At one point he even said “I’m about spreading love and peace, I’m sure ___(I) understands me, intellectual things aren’t for savages. The real judge here is him anyways.” My father stopped the youngest from arguing with his brother and told ME through telling HIM “you should listen to him (the yang) but you decide if he’s right or wrong after, ” and as he sat back down he snuck a glance at me to make sure I was paying attention. Last night I was tossing and turning, thinking about my role in this bloodline. What sparked it, was when the yang pointed out “you know ___(my paternal grandfather) was bad. Your(my) father was bad as well! Just like I was back when we was younger.” It made me think… Hypothetically, if we theoretically take his scenario into account, there are two types of “bad men.” There is the gentleman, and there is the urchin. And I’ve never heard anyone say anything negative about him. Charismatic, everyone from the pizza man to store owners know him. There’s more old folks who can attest to his generosity, back in his black sheep days, when he use to control a portion of the family transportation business, than there are people who can say anything good about the yang. He also doesn’t carry on useless wars. In fact he tried to talk the drunk yang out of his grudge with his abusive brother in law who use to beat his older sister. The yang pulled his shirt down and showed us his scar from when the brother in law sent his goons, machete in hand, failing to deal with him. I’ll give him that at least… He is a tough. Only street muscle but still tough.

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1. 작지만 거대한 구멍들 속으로 나도 모르게 빨려 들어가지 않는 법을 익히는 중이다. 이를테면 끈덕지고 어두운 곳에서 기생하는 어떠한 것들이다. 동적인 현실 세계와 접촉이 끊기는 일은 순식간에 벌어진다. 

2. 한껏 습기를 품은 검푸른 하늘이 왠지 편안하게 다가오는 아침이었다.

3. 마음에 쏙 드는 거대한 알의 선글라스를 발견했다. 안타깝게도 우리집에 붙어있는 거울이란 화장실 한 곳 뿐이다…… :p 

4. 발랄한 내가 좋다.

February 27, 2015