I think I finally understand why I was such a cryhard in previous posts on here; I felt like I had no one to talk to and I needed to talk to someone about my shit feelings and that was myself. Expressing in words my feelings always really helped and looking back has made me able to really put things into perspective which is really great. Summer is just a shitty shitty time where I dont get to see the people I love every day and it puts a hard toll on my heart. I miss my roommate very much but I know she is working anyway and I miss R, J, Z and even the other morons who really brighten my life. I don’t think I even realize how much they mean to me on a daily basis, so how would they? Everyone fits in as a good part.