sometimes, crying is the only way our eyes can speak when our mouth cant explain how broken our heart really is.

🌊You can’t just love me. It’s not that easy.🚀

i’d rather be conceited and self indulgent than insecure, and deal with all the bullshit that comes with insecurity

grunge/ lucid ☯

💦Hot showers are amazing.💦

Follow my vans around on snapchat tomorrow!😛 (Snapchat: jennolinger17)🚀

I was listening to Mark and Cry and friends try and set up a game of Assassin’s Creed IV, and during the end there was this precious moment where I finally found another person who thinks mushrooms are terrible. So glad. c:

I’ve been seeing a lot of posts about Judaism in honor of the date, so I suppose today is an opportunity to talk about it. I don’t talk about my Jewish background much, in part because it’s so confusing for me.

My mother is Jewish, my father isn’t, and when I was a kid I used to say I was “half-Jewish.” Now I realize that I was never “half” anything else. I’m 100% Jewish, and I’m agnostic. 

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sometimes i wanna send my friends im not nearly as close w asks to see whether or not they hate me because its often a legitimate concern i have bc it takes a lot for me to believe people dont constantly just tolerate my existence instead of actually enjoying my company or existence but thats not a socially acceptable thing to do and it makes people feel bad so i really cant but im honestly convinced two of my friendos actually hate me and one has confirmed they dont but we havent talked since then so i think they might have been partially lying just to make me feel better and the other just hasnt really answered me whatsoever and i know i shouldnt be vaguing about people since it upsets them and i know that people have lives and are busy existing on their own and shit and dont have time to always acknowledge my existence but it stresses me out so much thinking about how my friends i wanna friend w more probably hate me i hate thinking like this i hate that i cant accept my existence as valid or enjoyable i hate myself i hate everything fuck this shit

my future partner is probably texting their bae right now about how they’re gonna be together forever. sike, see you in ten years bitch