Am I who I am or am I someone else?

I feel like I do not know who I am anymore. For some reason I can not seem to piece together who I am but, at the same time I wish I could have a new start to try and figure out who I am and where I want to be. This is more than just a “moment” I have been feeling this for some time now and I have been trying to fake through but dammit, I can’t anymore. I feel like a loser for feeling this way. cool

I love the fact that when I reblog or even say “look at that chicks ass” my boyfriend goes “Yeah that’s nice.” Yet other guys & females swear I’m bi or Les.I’m not even though it is flattering. Like hello I appreciate a nice voluptuous ass. Who doesn’t? My bf loves the fact that I appreciate other women just as much as he does.

I have never been this happy with a guy before. My first love is great. Letting go & letting someone in was the best decision I have ever made. He gets in my nerves & irritates the shit outta me but I wouldn’t want anyone else to annoy me the way he does. His family is the best & they like my little self & his mom called me her future daughter in law. I really can’t wait to see what’s in store for him & I.