Yes she used to and heck no why would I be making this up and typing her a long text telling her I miss her and stuff? You have no idea how bad I’m feeling right now.
Trang, I’m sorry for everything. I’m sorry for not being a good friend and realized that you were suffering so much. I mean I did. I sent you bunches of messages and then we talked more, but I thought you got better. I thought that I actually helped you…Even though we met online and everything, you mean a lot to me. I’m sorry for all the pressure you’ve felt over the time and your binging didnt get any better.
Remember when we first met? We decided to talk on tinychat and we freaked out when we both found out that we were the same age and we were both Vietnamese. Remember our inside jokes? Gosh I remember everything…But I still cant forgive myself for not realizing that you were faking that happiness the whole time. I still have your messages in my inbox. Do you go back and read them too? Like I do? I wonder after you read them, you want to continue living…I helped Momo got passed the suicidal thought (remember her) but I dont think i can help you anymore if you keep blocking me out and dont answer me. Trang please, I dont even know what to do. I want to be right by your side, but i want to know how you truly feel. Gosh I’m not good with words but i hope you get my message.
Bby come back and talk to me okay? I love you even if you did things you are not proud of. Please Please Please give me a chance, give your life a chance and talk it out okay?
I will be waiting.