can someone explain to me why a fan asked Colin Ford who has not BEEN ON SUPERNATURAL SINCE S7, why Sam is a whiny bitch? even if it was just the WHINY PART I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO KNOW WHERE IN THE FUCK THE FAN HAD THE RIGHT TO EVEN ASK THAT QUESTION LET ALONE FIND IT AN ACTUAL GOOD QUESTION TO ASK AND DIRECT ME TO THAT FAN CUZ I WILL TEAR THEM A NEW ASSHOLE CUZ THEY HAD NO RIGHT TO ASK THAT AT ALL. FANS MIGHT PROTECT DEAR BABY PREC. GOLDEN BOY DEAN WINCHESTER BUT SO HELP ME I AM NOT HERE TO LET THIS SHIT SLIDE BECAUSE IT'S SAM. SAM DOESN'T DESERVE THIS FUCKING SHIT FANS THROW AT HIM EVERY GODDAMN SEASON, YEAR, EPISODE OR FUCKING SCENE HE IS IN JUST BECAUSE HE'S NOT JENSEN ACKLES WHO'S PLAYING DEAN FUCKING WINCHESTER. JFC. SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY THIS TYPE OF QUESTION WAS EVEN ALLOWED WHEN DESTIEL QUESTIONS ARE THE ONES BANNED AND SOMETIMES SCREENED BEFORE EVEN ASKED OR REALLY EXPLAIN TO ME HOW THIS IS NOT CONSIDERED HATE WHEN SOMEONE EVEN MENTIONING DESTIEL OR GOD FORBID MENTIONING ANYTHING SAM RELATED IS CONSIDERED /ABUSE/ TOWARDS THE ACTOR AND "CRAP THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH" I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO KNOW AND I HOPE TO GOD JARED DIDN'T HEAR ABOUT THIS CUZ JARED LOVES SAM WINCHESTER AND I KNOW HE WANTS TO DEFEND SAM AS BEST AS HE CAN. JFC.
Vorrei dormire con te.
Vorrei togliermi il trucco, mettermi qualcosa a caso, legarmi i capelli con una coda fatta orribilmente male, ed entrare nel letto, trovando te.
Vorrei, poi, darti un bacio, come per affrontare la nottata, spegnere la luce e abbracciarti, mettere una mano vicino al tuo fianco e la testa sul tuo petto, sentire il tuo cuore e prenderti la mano con l’altro braccio.
Vorrei chiudere gli occhi e non immaginarti più, ma averti li. Vorrei essere così felice da desiderare ciò che ho.
Vorrei dormire con te, nel modo più innocente possibile.
—  Unfjxable.

This op with Jared Padalecki is by far my favorite op I have gotten thus far. I literally cannot find anything about it I don’t like. 

So, I walk up to Jared wearing the shirt with the art zutarabeliever-art made for me and he freaking winks at me while smirking. The fangirl in me is still not over it lol. I did get the shirt signed by him to where he got a kick out of the fact Sam had his foot on Gadreel’s face (which SPN fans know didn’t happen in the actual scene) and asked if Tahmoh (Gadreel) had seen it yet. I do plan to get the shirt framed.

As many of you know I have a hair pulling disorder but only a few know how much I have struggled with it in the 19yrs I have been diagnosed with Trichotillomania. The scene/line the shirt depicts gave me the motivation I needed to try again and on Wednesday 1/14/15 I reached 1 yr without pulling. That is such a huge achievement for me and I not only am proud of myself but have a confidence in myself that I can’t ever remember having. 

When it was time to get Jared’s autograph I was determined to tell him why the scene/line had great meaning to me. Thankfully I was able to (and all without any crying lol). As soon as I start to explain his full attention was directed onto me. He listened intently and told me he could see how that scene could be a motivator along with how I should be very proud of myself because overcoming something like that isn’t easy. Jared proceeded to give me a high five while telling me to keep up the good fight and right before I left I told him “Love ya.” to which he responded back with “Love you too.” 

This man is deep down, to his very core, an amazing human being and when talking to him it didn’t feel as though I was talking to a celebrity. I felt instead like I was talking to a friend. Jared talks to you as if you matter, which after talking with him that day, I truly believe each of his fans do matter to him.